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Saturday, December 29, 2007

29 December 2007

Dear reader,




it's really ridiculous today. Wei xiang and Anna suppose to meet out and I thought of sending pigeon to anna but in the end I still have to turn up due to some difficult circumstances. Unwillingly, I went out of my house and rushing to the bus stop and almost drop my handphone pouch and I have to turn around to retrieve it. It's really a unlucky day. By the time I reached Comic Connection, One of them was at the East and the other at the West. How on earth did this happen. I am a poor matchmaker. okays.




Later on me and anna waited at Braddell Mrt waiting for Joey to arrive. Then we went to her house at block 100. We went to eat our lunch. OH my !I order chay Tiao Kuay. The first thing I saw was prawn. They fried the prawn inside!! Die. la. Nevermind I just eat them and pass the prawn to joey. Now I am getting reaction of eating the chay tiao kuay.




Prawn KIller men. Me, Joey and anna went to ANg Mo Kio hub to take neoprint. Why do anna have to be so close to me when taking neoprint I feel so uneasy. I wonder how on earth am I going to put the neoprint up into my blog.









I just realise I have so much activities these day, went out with people always. NO. I'm going to move out of that. Not going to go out with friend always unless neccessary .









Homework for SS and History I still have not done. Pathetic men. How on earth am I going to finish it?







29 December 2007



I was surfing the net and curious about having late puberty, what will affect the people.



many females who start puberty early tend to view their body negatively. This could be do to the social pressures that force women to want to be thin. A girl who has gone through puberty early tends to be bigger and fatter than a girl who has not gone through puberty. This girl will stand out in comparison to the rest of her friends and will usually have a low self esteem. These females are usually rejected by their peers. Instead of looking for different friends within the same age group, they tend to make older and more mature friends. This can be bad for the less experienced and mentally immature individual. Hanging out with the older crowd can lead a teen into premature sex, and drug experiences. Ge et al. (1996) has theorized that these females may not have had enough time to complete the necessary childhood developmental tasks before entering the world of the older crowd. They have had less time to form a sense of self, which could lead them in making bad decisions for themselves as well as for the future. Another study by Simmons and Blyth (1987) also say that body image is the main focus on the early onset of puberty. Early developers are usually less satisfied with their body and are more likely to care about how they look at an early age. The main reason for their dissatisfaction is the fact that they weigh more than others. According to the study, when puberty becomes constant early developers still remain concerned about their body image. This is could be due to the change in the way they think. Early developers have learned to be insecure about themselves and although others have caught up with them physically, it is hard to change a trained mind.



I didn't realise it is so serious.



31st December 2007





New year is coming hahas!! I was trying to squeeze all my homework by finishing all of it today. Die men. No I don't think I have the capability. There is still only 1hr and 20 minutes to New Year. hahas. Anyone Counting down too??
World's oldest orangutan dies at age 55 . Sound so old, older than me. Human life have a longer life span than Orangutan. But Not every human are able to live up to so long.



1 Jan 2008

The start of New Year wasn't good. Grandmother was like scolding from 0000 till 1 plus just because my mei bring her friend home to count down. Which mean I will be having bad lucks for the wholes years. It's kind of superficials.

2 Jan 2008

unlucky, I am getting MISS JAC YIP as my english teacher from next weeks onward. I even came late for account lesson and Mrs CHow was saying , we are playing at 5/1 class.

3 Jan 2008

Unlucky. Just when I am about to leave my house , opening my gates, the moments I lift up my head I saw MIss lim coming down and look directly into my eyes. IN school, we were having maths at the last lesson and then having nomiation for our Class COmm. MRs kooh want us to nominate for class comm and say why you want to nominate her - must be something good. We were ask to nominate for the first four - Chair, Vice chair, Treasurer and Secretary. Wei lin face being nominate. I can't understand why wei lin face turns so red when her name was called up and when the person who nominate her say she very good and etc, didn't really pay attention to what the person was saying Then Mrs kooh ask who agree again and dunnoe who very funny and say who's weilin.Then for class Committee. I suddenly saw Zuliakha whispering to Mrs Kooh. I cannot hear , they were so near to me yet I still can't hear. THey were like talking some secrets then suddenly Mrs KOoh call out my name and ask for who agree. I can see many hand raise but I was really so unhappy. My name was on the board again.WHy me. I have enough of it when I was a class comm last year. Hope I didn't get elected. Name appear the first on the class commitee choice. Then next daphne nominate xiulin, Mrs kooh asked for reason then regina say because she is cute. I was like Huh!? Mrs kooh ask her can she cope with it and ask her do she want? I can't believe Xiu LIn say Sure WHy not? Now we have to wait for the result of who is our 2008 Comm member.

Wei lin and Siew Mei was so hardworking. They started revising on the first day of school. SO kiasu men.

Thinking of the marks that we might get for O-level.

The possiblity of getting best 3 subjects for N-level including english 3 to 6 marks have the possiblity of scoring highest point 25. THe possiblity of getting 7 to 9 marks have the possiblity in getting more than 30 points for O. This is really very terrible. Like this who can pass. The teacher was trying to scare us and introduce us with ITE course .

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Friday, December 21, 2007

21 December 2007

My cousin, nephew and me


My nephew


Cousin husband's and nephew

My N-level Result







This were the photo I took on 23rd December









































25 December 2007


I went to the market and pass by jue ying shop. He is alone in the shop and I quickly called out his name. Then I went in to his shop and talk to him. He offer me chewing gum. I rejected. hahas. Chewing Gum I thought it's illegal?? oK la. SHould have taken one. Then I ask my mei to take her handphone and take photo of him.




24 December 2007
I went out with mushuang to IMM at Jurong East.We went to IMM and shop around IMM. Dinner we went to the Subway and dine in. First time eating Subway, I was always so clumsy.











My new Wallet

23 December 2007



Dear reader,

Today I was suppose to go out with kevin. I sms him at 12 plus telling him to meet at central 2pm. At 1 plus, I receive a call and the person was telling me guess who I am. I was thinking his voice sound like Weijian but it can't be him, he don't even know my number and then I was thinking was he Kevin. Ok. He was saying he only know how to enter toa payoh but don't know the rest of the route and his handphone left little money, cannot sms back. Then I call him and then he pick up the phone very fast. My mei speak on the phone.

We waited until 2pm and I sms him where is he and he call back to say that he is at the carpark there- behind. My house there have 2 carpark, which is front and which is back?? My mei want to see how he his real person look like and we went down and I saw him holding on to a cigarette, Smoking with his motorbike. Not bad. He manage to find his way here. hahas. Then my sister offer him a sweet and help me take a photo of him with me. Then my mei went up. He told me that my mei wear until so matured. LOL. Which Mean I was wearing until very childish. OK. Then he teach me how to wear the motorbike helmet and then ask me I really never sit on a motorbike before is it? Ya. haha. Then he drive me all the way to the carpark. I was suppose to direct him the direction. I am really bad a giving direction. Then we drive all the way to central and guess which carpark he goes to. The carpark near MRT- the place where I come back from school. We went round central and we even eat ice cream and we chat as we look around. WE even went to arcade and play. We watch the Movie- The GOLDEN COMPASS at 5 until 7 plus. Follow by we have our dinner at long john sliver. After that he sent me home and I give him the wrong direction and we went circling round braddell road. haix. hahas. Passing by block 238 many times. Finally I reached home. Saying goodbye to him.









I was thinking the way I sit on the motorbike. It's really very weird. I keep sliding down. I think I need to obeserve how other people sit on it.



Dear reader,

22 December 2007
I was looking through cheri blogs and she wrotes in her blog saying that she get 4 for chinese, 4 for Humman and 2 for maths. which mean her english, science and account all get 1. Which mean they didn't really moderate the humman marks. If this is so, next year must work very hard. Hummanities very hard to score and this subject is a compulsory to pass subject



21st December 2007



Dear reader,



It's sec 1 orientation day. I went to school at about 7 plus. I forget to bring my calculator and pen. Smsing wei lin, Daphne, Jia min, asking them whether do they have calculator to lend me. In the end only Daphne and Jia min sms me back. The three of them brought the calculator. Help up at the bookshop selling clothes with wei lin, daphne, vanessa chew with some sec 1 student. We saw madam goh and miss lena siau. Madam goh was telling us that she saw that F&n student all pass their N and check that the minimum mark we score is grade 4. Wah. I thik F&N is the best result in our school. Madam goh then ask me what did I score for F&N and I say 4. She say good. But she didn't ask wei lin they all how they score. Then Madam goh even come to help us put the sock as display. I think her daughter is coming to study here as she was asking about the size of the clothes and so on and suddenly I saw a girl beside her and I bet the girl was her daughter. The bookshop auntie treat us drink and food. The whole thing about to end at around 3 plus and I saw a familiar person. I saw Miss WONG and HER friend both of the were walking to the direction of going home.



We end at 4. We were talking about buying present and so on and suddenly jia min say, she have bought present for weilin, daphne, tiffany, they all except me and JEan san because she don't know what to get for me. Actually, buying a present for me is very easy. All you need to buy is books. I love books especially english story book or english books. It's really very easy. I have already try to give them some hint when we going out. All I talk about is book! It's just that they didn't really pay attention to what I said. Sometimes I really think that my friend don't understand me at all. What are friend for actually?



Weilin, daphne and me went to kiddy palace as they were thinking of sharing the christmas present to buy for jia min. I was telling wei lin that why must you people share and buy present. Like this , the person getting present will have less present. Wei lin was saying that this is the first time she feel that she agree with me and tell daphne to abort the decision of sharing present. After that, weilin and I went to popular. We were considering what book we should get.


My christmas present

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

16 December 2007

15December 2007

Dear reader,

I purposely online at night and finally waited for Chris to online. He appear offline and talk to me. That Wei Jian, say that he will add me and wei lin in msn, in the end, I waited for so many days, I still do not have any news of him. PIAN XIn, that all I could say. Don't want to add us in msn but sms to wei lin instead. hahas. Wei JIAN and WEi lin. Both of them have a wei in their name. hahas. One listen only to ENglish song and the other only to chinese song. How romantic it could be. The first one he talk to was wei lin too. PIAN XIN. Still got one last one I'm still waiting for him to online and that person is Kevin. Marc say he will add me in msn and ask her gf to add me in friendster too. But I didn't hear any news from them. Haix. I stay up until 12 plus.



16 December 2007



Two more day to N-level result. I wasn't feeling scare or frighten and seem quite relax than usual. Something is not right with me. I was browsing around in the internet, looking for course to take.

17 December 2007

I manage to see Kevin online finally. After waiting for so long, I finally saw him in msn. Great man.

18 December 2007

I come to school at 12 plus and ming hui have already reached school. Together the both us waited patiently until it is 1 plus. We go to the Dance studio on the six floor and waited as everyone came in. The teacher release the result, telling us that 97.6% manage to promote to sec 5. Ahhas. We were so anxious to know how we fare actually. Wing lam get top and cheri . They score a aggregate score of 3 points. Wei lin and Ming hui, anna they all score 4 points. I calculate and I realise I score a aggregate points of 5. I did pass my N. I was looking through the ITE stuff the teacher have given us. I just have this interest in getting for the course. The Navy stuff. I have this feeling of not wanting to take O-level. Should I?
Result: English>4, Chinese>4, F&N>4, Science(phy/Bio)>3, ACcount>2, Hummanities(ss/history)>2 and maths>1
WIth english with 2 other sub : 7 points
Best 3 subject : 5 points
I promoted to sec 5




20 Dec 2007



Finally decided. I'm not allow to choose ITE. ALright. Now I need to work 5 times harder to get good result for O-level. The teacher ask us to think in 5 year times, what you want to be. hahas. I want to take the Marine course after O. It's quite hard. If i'm not successful in getting this course. I will try the life science: Biomedical if not the tourism.A lot of hard work to put in. At 7, I meet mushuang at Tp central as we dine in our dinner. We went to long john sliver after much consideration of what to eat. Then we went to shop around tp after dinner.

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Monday, December 10, 2007

10 Dec 2007

Dear reader,

I am terrified, fear and scared. N-level result is releasing soon. I don't know how did I fare for my result. I am not myself , I start to change a bit I hate my own life. I feel like my life is control by other people. Even at work, My father ask his boss to check on me, see who I am talking to and so on. The boss even complain to my father that I talk to kelvin a lot. Can't i have my own life. I wished the job could end earlier. I am going to change into a indifferent person very soon. Like they say, people can turn bad within 3 days but if you want to become a new leaf again, it takes 3 years. My father told me that I no need to work for the time being and wei lin will still be working. I was having a feeling of joy which I can't describe but at the same time my heart ache, I am losing patient and faith in people and losing my confidence level. I fear my own life.



Marc say he will invite me to his wedding Yeah!! I am going to attend Leslie and Marc wedding in just another four year times. I really hope that their relationship will be very smooth sailing. Oh ya, Very sorry for letting them to wait for me on the last day of work on sunday just to snap some photo. In the end, I end very late and they decide to go off first. Hope to see you all in four year times.



11 Dec 2007


My sister get some *Heni...* beer for me. We try 1/4 cup of the drink each. It's so bitter men!!! Still got soo much left in the fridge, when am I going to finish it? Finally can upload these photo of my colleage.



Here are some, have a look:

Wei Jian and Me





Chris and Wei Jian



Marc and Leslie Leslie, me and Chris

Wei Jian

Wei Jian and Chris

kevin and Chris



Kevin and Me





me and Chris




I will be updating these photo into my friendster too!!.. hahas..


13 December 2007

Dear reader,



Wei lin is really getting on my nerves. yesterday she sms me and ask me did I hand up the auntie working hours paper to my father or jeffery. I was thinking, when did the auntie pass me any paper. She even say , she was just being a good person by reminding me to hand up the paper. I didn't even get any paper from the auntie and now she even claim that I took the paper. She even say she remember that the auntie pass the paper to me and say if got anything happen, not her business. What is she trying to say !! Now she come and accuse me of taking the paper. At the work place, she accuse MARC for losing the price tag and quarrel , now she want to quarrel with me. I really don't know what she want. I am really losing my patient and scold her in the sms what the HELL. Luckily I didn't use another other vulgar language. Bad attitudes and good at accusing people.

14 December 2007

Result is releasing in another 4days times. Worry and scared. Okays. Today Meet Xueying at her house downstair and went to block 218 to find Michelle. We tried door and door and finally we manage to find her. She almost get out of the house , lucky we manage to find before she is gone and then I pass her the account homework. She live at the 6 floor. Hmm. I was telling her you got a cousin by the name of Low whye keat right? He's my friend. hahas. After that xueying go to my house and my sister began to ask me when anna want to go out and I called her just now and ask her if she is free tomorrow? We go out shopping with xueying. But the truth is, My sister, xueying and some other guy is going out with anna. I bet anna will want to capture me alive and skin me for doing so. AND I am fully prepare to be. hahas..

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