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And on monday i receive a present from wing lam and ivy.... wing lam gave me a doggy soft toy and ivy give me a frame music ... need to wound up in order to hear any some... and by the way, ivy you know what... among all the present , the one i like the best is yours... cos ... how you noe i like this type 1 lol... haha... next is wing lam preset... and then next is tiffany and siew mei present... follow by the present that is from jia min and wei lin and daphne... then next present.. from xue ying and anna... hmmm ,.... but excatly i dun like the present that is given from wei lin , daphne nad jia min.. a bottle of fold star... just becos.. hate this thing le...
and here to say sorry to tiffany.... cos that day you 1 2 buy the chinese dictionary, i did not lend you money... it is not that i dun 1 .. daphne come and find me tell me that you 1 2 borrow money from me to buy the chinese thing.. and she ask got enough money to lend her... very irritating cos she say as if i owe you 1.. n so i say have the amount just to buy 4 my own.. and then
you came forward and tell me.. and i thought of lending to you but not in front of her so i tell you i stil have but is my birthday hong bao money.. but you say sorry.. lor... haiz...
although i must tell you that i really abhor people asking to lend $ from me..
haiz...
tomorrow physic test.. lor........... haiz...
still sitting down here write blog... and so now i sign off le ... bye bye !!!
10:46pm

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7:32 AM

Birthday?

today my birthday... hmmm everything very normal... i gotta jean san gib me present on wed... and then at sch today i receive from esther a necklace... anna a necklace.. sometime wonder are they the same...
and then here in the morning receive a msg from penpal say wishes to me..
n then there ivy say wishes to me n say she will gib me present on monday...
then ltr in math lesson gonna calling by mr yap asking qns whereby siew mei kept asking tmr job thing cause me i never listen to wad teacher say in the lesson... n there anna say so loud.. y the birthday gal so unlucky gonna called 2 time...
n then receive present tt is wrap together from siew mei n tiffany.... a hair cream from dunnoe 1 of them n a mositurizer for skin... haha...
then open my locker saw a plastic there.. n saw present inside which is from jia min, wei lin n daphne.... a big bottle of small paper star....
hmmm...
n then today after school, go eat kfc.. n cannot eat finish... n also have stomach pain ....
then ltr go kiddy palace n there jia min and daphne and toffany n esther share to buy cake... n i tink it is a mango cake... lol....
then come home... nth much... cake at home...father work mother work... cake not yet blow candle.... n now waiting to eat my dinner.... lol..... father ask me to call friends to together eat the cake... but i did not lo... co s grandma thought it is my mei b'd... lol... now also... now mother back lol... have to go eat dinner... le.... haiz...
hmmm.. just eat dinner finish ... chicken cullet... the dream of chicken cullet...
tmr goin to do outdoor survey with siew mei.... 3hr and then have to go watch movie... dunnoe wad they will watch ... no ghost movie update.... really y there are many different ppl in here... i 1 2 buy a laptop... cost a lot... so i 1 it to be memorable laptop so i goin to do the outdoor survery and earn the money to buy laptop... but dunnoe tmr interview will sucess ma.... really regret goin to do the job... must have the bold to ask qns der....
goin to shaw centre... haiz....
how is working life actually is...
hope they accept me... cos work onli on sat and sun... 3hr perday unless i 1 2 work more.. but must take care of my studies 1 still...
cos result not very the good..

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4:54 AM

what can i do?

1st my friends ask me wad present i 1 4 birthday but i did not answer them... i just kept quiet...
cos no 1 really noe... me very well...
2nd tt ivy, (&%6^6) i noe wad i mean...
so wad then!!
3rd... family , mother another rubbish try.. keep on provoke me from morning till now...
BLOODY FULL!!!
nxt...
feel very angry le.. on msn then more angry... cos of (&%6^6) ..so sign out... not goin to online msn again when nxt mth.... must let my temper down 1st....
very thing seem to be attacking me... to day.. not very smooth.. just buy a watch today with xueying...
not goin to say anything regard about (&%6^6) again in my blog... dunn 1 2 go on wed.. not mood le... cos of sth she unhappy aboyt yesterday then no choice lol. if she unhappy not my business anymore... wad really is FRIENDS~
Dun believe in friend anymore.... cos of friendster...
n tt penpal... anthony.. feel very disgusting 4 him... irritating.. keep n sending that type of thing of me..
really have to meet him up oneday... goin to noe wad he really up to...
PERVERT me not really.... now life is NO FUN NO PLAY NO LIFE!!!
Must as well go ~~~ lol...
and then the steven... godbro .. tt guy very the wad lol.. keep finding stead when he dunnoe tt he is really very the *** lol... try to woo every girl in his friendster add...
wa liao!!!
Birthday always stay at home 1... sure enough tt this year family dunnoe my b'd coming soon..
cos noe or dunnoe is still the same...
b'd come... friends get to have present from parent n parent did gave them...
me le.. promise but did not... happen .. not goin to trust them anymore... have to dependent le...
not goin to trust any1 anymore .. none are trustworthy anymore...
now just have to work hard on study n goin to enter into university and all so on... now the only thing i noe is to get 1st in class .. did all the best i can.. fight til i die...
anna just call me... very surprise.. she is the only 1 who call n talk to me very touch.. though she seem very irritating sth.. but i noe tt real friends ar ehard to find... onli real friends...
appear at real time n place.. so real friends u have to careful wait.. it will come when it is time...

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3:33 AM

give a look stern look

very very irritting today... went to long john with ivy... n there is 2 guy sitting at beside us... n that 2 person wad keeping looking as us... lol... n wad mre is tt when ivy clssmate came, they wear pe-short n they keep staring at them... bloody full... see wad see....
and another thing is tt i went home, an lady giving me that want to fight look... when i am about to to take lift... wad the matter with the people there... i also give a want to fight look....
feel like to 2 hit tt lady with a chair...
wad more angry is on the morning, my younger sister... wad sitting on a bench staying with me to wait 4 sch bus b4 she went to sch.... my father walk away to smoke the smelly ciggarette...
n there is happen a mad... my mei say when i walk away cos raining there is nth to do so i walk around the building while waiting 4 sch bus.. then there a maid... was pressing the lift to take the lift n suddenly , out of sudden turn her head n stare at my mei as if 1 2 eat her up...
n there my mei do nth ... wa liao .. y no reaction... 1 ... very angry with my mei... some1 do tt 2 her must return to it wad..
y this worlds got so many innocence being bullied they dunnoe how to resist againt it 1...
there is tiifany, ppl bullied her she just let the person bullied...
y so weird 1 .. so many weird ppl in here...

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3:01 AM

Feel?

normal or abnormal?
haiz... very forgettful lol... a math today... n then seem cannot rmb a lot of thing in exam.. not like last tym... at least can rmb alot of thing....
exam upon 50...duunoe how much i can get...
not in good mood today... listen to bird thong chye and cai chun jia , k ge, zhou hua jian ou de yang... haiz...
1 2 but ah du song.. but scared is is another bad memory 2 listen... all those song seem very sad song lol...
i got homework still dun 1 2 do n then the ivy got tution ... haha so hardworking lol
haiz...
but ou de yang song very pleasant to hear lol...
haiz...
ivy so unlucky... have met a very bad friends... the person should go n die lol...
soccer result ITALY won!!! haha...
maybe sth bad is goin to happen...
tnr got cca... will i ...???
haha...
still got F&N... ivy 1 2 eat ... hehe... must cook extra spic 4 her....
wad is really a good song??
na na na... there is alot of song in the world.. who noe which is famous and nice to listen...
really wonder y ppl 1 2 create song n then sing it...
wad really so good about song.... so many instrument in this world and many people like music...
u can hear all type of people singing different song at different times and place...
wad song is really perfect...
chinese 7th month is coming soon lol.. heard ivy say she she have to return home very early cannot lottering around anymore... haiz... ghost wad so scared about ghost really....
haiz....
since ghost festival start every chinese 7th mth but y i never heard anything happen to people who went outside so late then return...

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4:41 AM

why like that want?

haiz... went friendster today... n u noe wad.... Lee Zong Geng been a long tym never on friendster n now the user i try 2 write msg 2 him, it say cannot anymore the user is unavailable.... haiz... y le?? y must it be like tt 1 ... is it called fate!!!.... then too bad lor.... fate not here... then 4get le... lor.... wad more i can do.. no fate no choice n aso no tym... now my future is still fae ahead... nth much can do le..... now only july.... still got how many mth to exam n then to december... cca guitar ..wad so good about guitar? really wonder... HAte guitar as much as chirstan but y it happen only when i m in secopndary sch lehx??? y so complicated 1....
in chirstan sch n in guitar is the thing i hate alot when i m pri 2...
n so wad should i do then... i dun noe wad curse i say if i ever play guitar in my life and wawd curse i say if i ever in chirstan sch.....
but mostly i rmb tat there are some curse i curse myself....
got 1 curse is never find true love...
another die at the age of 18 knock by a car ...
n then another is exam result very poor.....
n aso have curse myself will never have good luck...
i really wonder which curse have start appear on the two thing i have gotta in... chirstan sch n guitar....
haiz...
the world changing so fast lol.....
just receive a letter tt say i will be getting my ic soon le....
haiz...
y ??
no now mood in studying a math... i seem to be 4getting wad i learn on yesterday....
wil he ever had a chance to see my blog will or will not??

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3:10 AM

yummy to new life

i wonder how tasty it would be to cook henry in a curry soup sia...
how good would it be to see some1 u love seeing ur blog everyday?

me is the beast!! how well it convey about i think i am ...
but sincerely no 1 is perfect.... yesterday just hear the bird thong chye song.. laughing at the song... but indeed a nice song.. not every1 appreciate it.... y? taiwan song lolx.. i don't even undersatnd a word it is singing.. really lolx....
wad is really a good song.... i now feel very hungry derr.... must learn to be the cook... nxt tym can open a shop n sell delicous food 4 ppl 2 eat lolx.....
last tym my 1st ambition is 2 be a police follow by CID... n then 1 2 be a chef n then... a magician... n then 1 2 be a boss.. n now i 1 2 be a coroner to assist ivy in her job she will be able to have more customer.. together we earn big money!! CHeer to our future.... YAMMM SAYYYYY!!!
how good life is ...
wad qualification do i nees really in being a coroner... ya.. science.. must be damn good... lolx... heard from tiffany say tt to enter to university, need to have a math as O-level... so must pass a math... n ya... or else of enter unversity without a math, the fee tt u r in tt university is very costly ..cost a bomb!!! a few thousand plus lolx... so must pass a math!!!
n cheer 2 my coming a math!!!
YAAMMM SAYYY!!!
n
THE ENd!!!

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3:35 AM

want to know why

dunnoe y today feel very unhappy... grandma down ther nagging non-stop... lolx.... went to lead and do my test 4 math get 0.... lolx.... and then go to do bio.... luckily with e help of my friends i get full mark .... tt the high mark i ever get.... monday got a math test and aso have ss test lolx.... haiz..... so much to learn..... a math is retest.... haiz... tmr goin to my friends hse to learn a math... at least can have some peace... but i am sure ltr my grandma will say y must go friends hse... n all so on.. haiz.. haven done my en n not yet print out hy n some more got ss to do... siao le.. lolx....
y e teacher 1 2 gib so much homework 1 de.... really dun understand lolx....
haiz.... then tuesday still got cca... madam hong wil be there... lolx.... wonder tt guy would be there or not.... hope do not lolx.... very angry with my uncle today.....
haiz.... haha:> never and no need to go to school to day ...lehx.... haha...
now still dunnoe wad should i do now.... nth to do .. dun 1 2 do homework and just now just went to neopet n see the the altador cup.. HAUNTED HOUSE WIN!!!
haha... my team win!!!
sometime really feel tt i should not be in this family... very irritating... i rather be a orphan...... haiz..... life may be hard... but it is at least good no need to live in htis family.... i am goin to buy harmonica.. in monday le.... n i am goin to play song..... wa haha......
haiz.... y m i in a christan sch when i hate chirstan alot.. hate chirstan is when i m small....... pri 1 noe how to hate chirstan.... haha.. so clever... . .. . . .
haiz... my birthday is coming soon.... very unhappy.... it is on racial harmony day... n is on friday.... history lesson getting interesting cos it is talking about china.. wa haha.. my fav... lolx...
dun 1 2 go Food & Nutrition lehx.... y must i take the subject lolx... i want to take D&T.... y dun have... haiz... wonder when is harry potter no. 7 is coming out lolx.. haiz.....
Dunnoe y jean san like jj lin so much is he handsome ? dun think so... lolx... n aso tt ivy lols... told me tt i spell wrong 4 toilet bowl ... cos i type i toilet boil.. now then say i will fall into the boiling pot lolx...
no appetitie.... eating ....1 2 noe y ..............
cos i wrote sth in a friends msg.. i send a letter 2 my penpal n tell her story....
very terrible....
COffee shop
there was once 2 couple went to a friends birthday party .. it is around 5pm they were ready to go home... suddenly they feel hungry... n they saw a coffee shop n so they went they to have some dinner... noe wad tt place quite creepy.. when they 1st step in, they feel very the uneasy... but no choice they are hungry.... inside the coffee shop, there were very little little people and the very curious part was tt they saw the people was all staring at them.. so they quickly get a seat.... the guy ask the gal wad she 1 2 eat then the gal say anything.. wad about chicken rice.... then the guy went to order 2 plate of chicken rice... when he 1st went to the stall he can't find the stall tender so he decide to call 4 drink 1st.. n when he turn around, a old man standing behind n suddenly say:" is there anything?? you need" giving a mirk smile to the guy... his heart was popping very fast n was thinking if he did not come here it will be great... so he tell the old man tt he 1 2 plate of chicken rice... and then he went to order 2 cup of drink , the stal tender was also givin a smirk face... n then order 2 cup of milo. He turn around and went to his seat and realise tt his galfriends was missing... where the heck did she actually go? n to his surprise, there is 2 plate of chicken rice and 2 cup of drink (milo) ... at 1st he thought he was dreaming but it was not... lolx... so he went 4ward to sit down to have his dinner.. while eatin the chicken rice, he was feeling weird y is the meat so chewy.? n he feel very a spine down his leg and he stop eating . he then went to drink the milo.. the milo taste very weird.. wad is the taste .. it look like some disgusting think, he look at the milo n saw tt it is red-black.. n he realise tt it id not milo n it is blood... he push the cup away and it toppled down n blood was dripping onto the floor.. he went to the stall tender top ask y.. n realise nobody was there.. he look around the coffee shop hoping to find some1 and no 1 was there in the coffee shop.. feeling very frustrate n he suddenly have the urge in goin to inside the chicken stall... his leg was not listen 2 him n he went in n u noe wad he saw ... he saw there was a lot of bone.. not chicken bone but it seem to be human bone and he flash around the stall and saw a head. he went 4ward to see n saw tt was her galfriends head. he was taken aback and almost knock to the chooping board... he ran away and went to the nearest police post. when the police came, they saw e gal at the coffee shop waiting for the guy... n the police told the guy not to prank them again or else they take him to the police station lolx... haiz... the guy look at his galfriend in unbelief expression... when and why word was circling around his mind..The guy send the gal back home.. when the car reach the gal hse, he say goodbye to the galfriends and he start to drove on.. his mind waas thinking what really happen and he turn back to look at his galfriends once last look.. n wad he saw tt make him speed up his driving speed was tt he saw his galfriends took off the her own head n laid it on ther hand n say goodbye to the boyfriends.. n without looking in front of his car, he knocking into a tree n the car was damaged . the guy was dead...

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so how is the story? tt was the best i could write.. u noe wad i am the author of this story... must comment... tt the best word and language i could write lolx... haha.... my english alway fail in secondary school derr... onli pass 1 tym n tt was last year when i am sec2 lolx.... have any mistake must tell me... past tense n present tense never mind 1 ... as long my spelling is incorrect must tell me lolx... haha... hope u enjoy my cofee shop story... :>

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9:37 PM

lead in my com

haiz... today online lead.com to do my homework then cannot lol....
mine this blog onli wei lin, tiffany, ivy and minghui noe onli... wa haha.... kill other pp if they noe ... just jkjk...
btw,, just realise i really not love tt guy... i think i say i like him becos of sth i rmb i saw in my young times... tt y i have the special feeling 4 him..
friendship really hard to come... i rmb a friends of mine when pri sch.. my very good friends.. i was really regret about it... i think is the onli best friends i have ever in my life... there is no true firends now.. accept her.. now really wonder which sch she in... she have never let me down b4....
tt ivy very funny
ask me go listen a song
n came out ot be my fave last tym song
tt song is s very old song.. hokkien song wors... ..
haha:>
i sometime i fel tt i am a beast... lolx...
haha:>
feel tt i am very ugly...
life is very hard to say ....
wad more can i say... listen to the song it remind of my last time family life..... my real background of me..... tt person i love maybe is becos his bahx... tt y have tt feeling 4 him....
n my real person i love is very hard to come by 1... must have 3 characteristic....
1st is b e same year , mth and day as me... but i noe very hard to find.. tt y if ever met... i wil surely go 4 it... 2more charactistic nxt tym then say...... wad eva.. now feel very light -hearted....
tmr will be very stress got lot of home work to do lol.....
((( pls. post some comment thanx....:>)))

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6:31 AM

find something make my life change

me went to friendster and try to type the guy name who i love... wad make me unhappy at 1st was dun have such name... tiffany yesterday told me ad is his name... his name is lee zong geng....
so i try but can't find...
so i end up typing percussion hope to find him... and i find a person name zong geng lee.... very happy ... cos it might be him.... trying to add him in my friendster to ask if it is him... if it is really him... i will confess my love with him....
haha:> hope everything will went smoothly....
haiz... but can't add him... must get his add 1st.. so now sending msg hope he will see it soon...
plz... must let him see my msg and add me... wad happen if it really is him.... i will be very bold but it seem tt he some sort like have a relationship... haiz.... but i abhor christan ppl... haiz... he is christan ... wad 2 do then.... so slow... de.... hope he add me... n not noe who i am.... really hope.. so i will slowly intro him about me... hope he really dun have galfriends...really hope.....
haiz.... am i stupid... it is e first i very seriuos abouy love... if i fail.... i will not think about love anymore.... it is the end and just to concentrate on my study then..... haiz.... maybe try not to hate christan very much.... wing lam seem does not like my present.... oh no.... i 4get to buy anna birthday... what to do.... ar..... lol.... can any1 post some comment about my blog thanx alot.... tt tiffany very ... haiz.. lying.... say 1 2 online but never go ... ar...
dun believe her anymore.. now still sleeping... haiz.... bla blabla .... wad more u can say tiifany..... wei lin waitin 4 u 2 online u .... haiz....
tell u all .............
i love zong geng !!!!!!!
wa haha
just jk jk hehe////

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1:31 AM

headache

haiz.... trying 2 forget about love and i try to read ss book to 4get about him and suddenly hear zhou hua jian song and think about him more.... haiz.... i eat very liitle today for my dinner.... haiz.... afternoon i and my friend, tiffany go to buy drink adn bought a big packet oof milo...
and my friends, jia min, weilin and daphne were shock thought we need dying to have more calcium in order to grow tall..... lolx.... and today see the noticeboard saw the guy pic although very small lol.... haiz... told tt ivy to look my blog she dun 1 .... haiz... sob sob... wad a friends is she lol... haiz... nobody really noe my real feeling... ask tiffany to check his name but never lol and took a long tym.. dunnoe will she check or not... feeling crying... ust now help a friends wrap her birthday and was thinking wad will i receive on my birthday but i noe they will never noe...a math i dun noe how to do.. haiz... very diffcult lol.... should drop but will not give up... i am very different 1 lol.. if i sth to be done, i will never give up untill i acheive the thing i 1 lol... i just finish learning 10 so called new word from my dictionary lol.... very happy ... ask tt ivy did she go my blog she say again no... and say cause never lol..... idiot... haiz... saw ivy in the interchange today when about goin home... lol.... idiot ..... haiz...
disappoint about her lol.... tt tym ak her to teach me cooking n then she promised but in the end never lol... sob sob... tt tym feel happy tt she 1 2 teach me cook but wib 1 word busy she never lol... y are all ppl all does not keep their promise 1....
stym tought of killing or sucide but dun 1 2 hurt myself... then how 2 die....
now have to concentrate study and 4get all about e unhappiness... no friends should be trusted...
i will never have a good friend in my life.... i feel tt i am left out in this world... should not be in this world 1... i will not leak any more secret in here any more.. it will be in my another blog.. from tmr onward..... this world have nth to say... world is cruel.... wad i must say is tt i won't belive any1 from today onward.... 4ever and ever.....

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6:20 AM

love relationship

haiz...
really dun noe wad to say...
i fell in love with a guy...
i noe her from the school... he play drum.... it is caled percusion....not quite noe how to spell..
ask my friends how he look, they say ugly... who will felll in love with him...lol....
why are they all like tt 1....
love is not wrong........... my cca is guitar..... our school instructor have to go to phillipines cos of water retention and... we were crying cos of tt....haiz....
so ms yvoone have to be the instrutor 4 e tym moment....
then she teach a guy bible which is e guy i fell in love....
in first look , i fell in love with him lol...
hoope he noe tt....
now he no more coming to e school to play .... tt day he come because need some 1 2 play the percusion 4 our coming concert lol....
stil thinking about him....
haiz...
why is love so diffcult...
and his age is big gap with me..... i regret tt i did not talk wib him and only look at him at the side..... how foolish i am....

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7:03 PM