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27 Feburary 2008

Dear Viewer,
Before assemnly, I went to find Madam Hong to pass her the chinese file. During morning assembly, I saw Miss Wong dressed up differently, I was talking to joey about it and say this is the first time she dressed until so gorgeous and she was laughing. First lesson was HHF. I didn't eat breakfast this morning. I tried to be less active today so as to conserve my energy for 2.4km run. 2.4km run was fun. I was running and suddenly heard someone catching up. It's Xiulin, she and I was running together. Seriously, she have a good stamina, speaks and run at the same time. It's rude not to answer people. Xiu lin was talking to me and I tried to answer back. I was more concetrating on running. Whenever I was on the track running, I feel happy therefore I run fast. However, I have no stamina, at the 10th run, I stop and walk. I can't take it anymore.Even though clare was trying to spur me on, I still can't run so fast. After todays running, I realise that I can run but I can't sprint!!! 14.41. Hahas. I improve tremendously. Maybe I should eat less to produce the same kind of effect next month. Previously my timing was 17.01. Great men! Xiulin is this month champion. 14.1? Forget already, hahas. 14.01 to be A. Clare was asking me did I train everyday to have such a good stamina. I say no I don't train. All I say was because I likes to run. Hahas. Clare was joking on she always stones that why she likes to stone. =_=!!
Recess, I ate honeydew, and fruit juice. While waiting for Vanessa, I buy double sandwiches and eat.
After recess was F&N. SS and then finally english, I waiting for Mrs Nicholas to come but in the end it's another teacher. Assembly, it's class comm investiture. My heart was beating very fast.
Last year badge I lost it, This year badge have to take good care.
Physic Practical wasn't easy, I don't wished to have any pratical going on. I hate practical.

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4:24 AM

Dear viewer,
I reach home at about 6 plus. By the time I finished eating and bathing. it was 8 plus. Feeling tired and wished slack a bit. Today account test was terrible. upon 12 marks, I guess I may be failing the test.

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6:36 AM

25 December 2008

Dear viewer,
It's 8.40pm. I was still slacking. Physic test was terrible. I totally leave blank for page 2 and 3. The possibility of me failing physic is getting higher. Todays chinese test was worst. I was trying to act out some mood to do chinese but in the end I still give up. I was yawning after I have completed my comprehension. I started off with doing the last page. MCQ question I just randomly put the number in. Mrs nicholas pass me and anna the compo and I FAILED!!!! ALAMAK!!! with 12 upon 30 and anna 16/20!!! WHAT the!!! Bio lesson, I don't know what she is talking about. Keep talking about the genes and allele. O great men! I think it's the last chapter of BIO. As for account lesson, I was kind of catching up with the lesson but not sure how long can I hang on.
I heard that we are changing seating plan TMR. Be quick!! I want to switch seats.

Music as theraphy
by Selina I. Glater, M.A., RMT
I first heard about music therapy when I was twelve years old, and I was intrigued from the very beginning. Music for me was both a therapeutic and an aesthetic experience. It helped me through a myriad of childhood illnesses; it was there to soothe me, to enliven my spirits and to provide emotional outlet, through performance. In those formative years my self esteem grew by leaps and bounds from the accolades I received performing on the violin. I have always possessed qualities of warmth, sensitivity, and compassion for others who are physically and emotionally ill. Music made it possible for me to establish a relationship with the world outside of myself. Music is one of the most social art forms in that it creates communication between people in many different ways. It provides for non-threatening interaction. For some this may mean an escape (if even for a few short moments) from the closed world of illness. Severe and persistent illness may isolate a patient and threaten his or her identity. This can be especially true when the patient is hospitalized or depersonalized by the illness. A music therapy group activity may give such a patient an opportunity for self-assertion and a sense of belonging to a group where he or she is accepted. Music therapy group activities demand interpersonal cooperation and and interpersonal communication. As the therapist, I must be in rigorous control of my own emotions. The relationship between me, as music therapist, and the client is the basic catalyst for change. I must be able to resonate with the client's feelings and perceive an accurate view of the client's internal frame of reference. Above all it is imperative that I remain non-judgemental and accepting of the client, which is rarely a simple feat. My philosophy of music therapy is an eclectic one that encompasses concepts found in Rogerian psychotherapy (Humanistic), Cognitive Behaviorism, and Jungian psychotherapy (Analytical). It is the judicious use of these three approaches, depending on the client population, that remains crucial for my work as a music therapist. To see how this works I will introduce you to a composite person whom we shall call "Lee", and a set of circumstances and interventions that have shown promising results with very ill and difficult patients.

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4:35 AM

24 Feb 2008

Dear viewer,
I'm not managing my time well. Kind of slacking nowaday. I went for CIP today and I'm suppose to meet joey at 1 and xy at 5 and mushuang for dinner. Times is very rush. And guess what. None of them requires me to turn up. I sms joey half an hour before 1 outside library and then at 1.20, I went in to do CIP on my owns. Great men. I suddenly feel so free. At 5, I ends my CIP. I guess xy have forgotten about the CIP. Mushuang was sleeping so in the end I went back home on my owns. I have BOOk CIP for the next month. Most of the booking, I choose to come and do alone. No need to wait for people. I hate waiting for people!!! Waste of my precious time whereby I can spend those time doing something else. Manage to finish study a bit for physic but none of them enter into my mind and then the accounts homework I have not done. No die! I have not read any of my charmed books. No time! okays Got to go!!

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5:39 AM

22 Feb 2008

Dear Viewer,
Wednesday nothing special happen except that I went to Bishan Library with XueYing. Feeling a bit disgusted! Thursday was Michele cousin's WhyeKeat Birthday! I manage to send him a brithday wish message at midnight. During CCA, the instructor was teaching the three of us-tiffany, anna and me on the song and suddenly he say* yesterday I saw someone* . At the moment I was thinking, who you talking to! Then he went on and say he was at Bishan and etc and that's when I realise he is talking to me. ALAMAK! Which mean he saw me and Xy. What did I do there. Hope he didn't see sth that was not suppose to see. Because Xy hand was like ... EEE
okays. Friday, 5/1 went for camp! Canteen was quieter.
IDIOT la. that 5/3 gal-Dawn. I just bought a cup of milo and turn around, about to return to my seat and she was standing in front of me and talks in such a way which I almost wanted to pour the whole milo on her. She say* move away*. What kind of attitude is she showing.
After recess, I was more quiet than usual. Everything seem slower and we have the maths test. I don't know what I am writing for the test. Mood was already not there and then later on still have to do the comprehension. The class was noisy at the start but later on they went back to their seat and started to do the comprehension diligently.
Ss lesson, Miss koh was playing the game like what she have done with the history student.. MR MAO AND MR ADOLF. hahas. Funny leii. Mao tse dong and Adolf hitler. China VS Germany. I could see that Diana like hitler a lot. I thought they will name themselves as Chiang khai shek instead. Then it will be Communist VS GMD. SS SBQ tomorrow.
First time passing poa in two consecutive test. Last time account test, was never have a chance to pass.
Stay back for short briefing at 2.15 and then still have to rush to the library with joey to do CIP.
Now I was chatting in the MSN with JUn ROng.
Tawan blog went missing, Yenchuan got a blog and it's very greeny!!!
Thinking of greeny, I recalled there was once I was called up to write my answer for Bio. The difference between this animal call and plant cell.
I wrote chlorophyll without knowing that I have wrote a stupid answer. How on earth can I see chloropyhll.

http://www.hongkongspy.blogspot.com/ And there was the hundred wishlist! Crazy. Really crazy!!

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5:28 AM

18 feb 2008

Dear Viewer,
A new start of the week. I met up with xy in the morning and bump into Miss lim at the lift. I was reading physic textbook and suddenly she say hello. Okays, I went to school with a bad cramp in the morning. I was wearing Pe T-shirt and it just happen that I have photo taking session for the first period. Terrible! I have to change.
Photo taking session, I was trying hard to smile but I just can't make it due to the pain I have to endure.
And I have to say sorry to xiulin! I don't know why I just happen to be too quiet in front of you and was kind of not answering your question properly during english lesson. I'm so sorry. I was just feeling a bit of inferior .
Pe lesson, many peoples never wear their Pe T-shirt, I guess they did it on purpose, can't be so coincidence. We were suppose to run 3 rounds and I still manage to run quite fast even though I have cramps. My cramps seem to ease when I run.
F&N, we were at the fourth floor com lab doing research and many computers just happen to be not functioning well.
English lesson were take over by Mrs Nic Teo offically for the time being. Chinese lesson we have test. Stupid test! Half a time I don't know what the passage were talking about. Wasting my energy trying to figure out and I started off doing the last page and the first part I just anyhow put numbering.

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3:49 AM

15 Feb 2008

Dear Viewer,
Feeling tired at the moments but I still force myself to blog. I was doing some update on my friendster by adding some app into my profile. More than 10 of the app, I took 4 hours to finish the app due to com lag and so on.
Yesterday, I went to school with Xueying with bags of chocolates. We have CME lesson but I was busy distributing chocolates and last minutes learning chinese spelling and the second period we were suppose to went out and interview people. I partner with Vanessa and Xue Ying. WE were running like some crazy person.
Next lesson was chinese lesson. Recess, I started to distribute to the whole class. Daphne ask me why mine look quite alike Xueying ones. No! It's she who want to share the chocolates with me because she only bought six pathetic small chocolates which cost 2.5o. So I was trying to be the good person, I share her some of my chocolates but I was didn't know she wrap so much and for the whole class. How on earth am I going to provide her so much and I even have to provide her with the wrapper. I spend so much money buying these stuff lo!. I went down with them and I just drinks milo. I find out that I am putting on weight too much to the extent that I need to be on diet for a few days until my 2.4km run for Feb is over and I seriously need to change shoe or else I may trip again. I was cautioning the way I am running, just to prevent any accident. Xy even ask me why I run so slow.
Must there always be a reason for the thing I am doing. Anna do you need to always ask me why? I don't think there is a need for me to tell you why I am doing this and Why I am doing that.
Zulaikha, Vanessa all keep pushing me to eat. Vanessa even tell me that I am thin and should eat more. Am I? I don't think so.
After school, I met Miss yip along the way and quickly take out a packet of chocolates to her and she was talking to me but I wasn't paying much attention to what she is saying.
During my guitar break, tiffany, anna and I want to went down and buy drinks and happen to see Miss wong. I was thinking , since I sitll have some chocolates left, why Don't I give one to her. I ask anna to hold for me while I go to the toilet. i was about to come out of the cubicle, I heard anna yelling * she is coming out soon! Faster* ALAMAK! Is there a need to yell? I was washing my hand and tiffany was beside me. Then I heard some conversation between anna and someone. It's Miss wong. Anna spoke * Miss Wong, Xue Li wants to give you ... * can't really hear. * Why she cannot give it on her owns?* I quickly come out and say * but my hands is wet* * My hand is wet too.* I was thinking erh, ok lo. You win la. Then she ask me to come out and not hide near the toilet there then tiffany say she was just been too formal. In such a way that she wipe her hand and then stand face to face and waited for me to give her the gift.
After that, she was talking about some jokes ; facing to anna and tiffany saying she give what about you all? something like that. Can't remember because I was thinking about some other thing.
Todays, I do a chinese short test and I failed! ALAMAK! Chinese Fail.
Then I get back my english Compo that was suppose to be done long ago. I passed!
Imagining if the markers is Miss Wong, I think I will fail terribly!
I was suppose to go down and play basketball with my mei but then we saw a group of guys and decide to play on another day.

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7:25 AM

14 Dec 2008

Dear Viewer,
Poll shows that Singaporean is biggest spenders in Aisa for Valentine's Day. Although China and Korea are likely to be big Valentine's Day spenders. The Poll showed that 60 5 of the singaporeans used their crediet cards to splurge on their loved ones. Seriously, I don't understand why they want to spend so much money on Valentine's Day.
Another news i read from was on the Stansfield College takes lawsuit against CASE at high Court.

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5:59 AM

14 Feb 2008

Dear viewer,
It's Valentine's today!!. Yesterday, I spend the whole day packing chocolates.

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5:12 AM

12 Feb 2008

Dear viewer,
Valentine's is nearing. I was packing chocolate halfway, realising I still lack of certain chocolates. I bought some yesterday and some today! But why do I still lack? I was learning to cut the paper carefully but some how I just screw it and I spill the things all over!. Seriously, today I was so unlucky. I wake up so early just to print the F&N thing but the com dosen't seem to be reacting, Next the printer wasn't working either! I'm getting late to school and I have not even put on my school uniform. When I reached school, I went to take the attendance sheet! But it wasn't there!! I feel like tearing something but I have no idea what I want to do! I went down to the parade square just happen to see tiffany. I get her to join me, taking a trip to the General Office. And there was just one attendance sheet. 5/2!!! Who hand up late yesterday!!!! How irresponsible that person was! Chinese lesson, sitting beside Weilin. I try to move away from her. Seriously, It was the quarrel that cause me to really move away from the clique. During January, I don't always come down for recess. Why! Because of you! You make me feel lousy! So why should I join the clique during recess. Your attitude! I cannot stand it anymore. Eversince last year. How wonderful it is for me to enjoy peace all alone. In the end, I have recess with xy.No seriously, I don't intend to join. There is so much empty space . Why do I join them for? Imagine yourself sitting all alone, occupying all the empty table and chairs. HAHAs.
Yesterday, during english period. Miss yip wasn't there. She gives us work to do. Group work. I need to quickly find a group. Manage to group with xiulin. Anna follow me. I ask joey to join. And there was She, sitting like a emperor, waiting for people to join her. Ayunni was looking at me, searching for a reason why I didn't group with she. I can see that she force herself to join group with her, Aishah and Valerie. I heard that Valerie don't like my the chinese clique with 5/1 because there was one accident our clique did.
After school, I went out with my mei to Toapayoh interchange to buy something. I saw She. Just release from her CCA, walking up from the escalator. She saw me and speed up. I did saw you although I didn't wear spec.
Next, we went to junction 8. I saw Aishah. I call her!. Finally we got a basketball! It's time for me to grow a few cetimetres. Hahas.
Today in school, Aishah ask me who the girl was with me yesterday? I replied my younger sister. She say she looks hot and pretty. *_*!!. was she? okays. hahas. No, seriously, I don't know what is pretty what isn't.
During recess, I was suppose to join them for recess. It's what I promise tiffany and under one condition. Not near her. She book a place for me. Unfortunately, she go and sit directly opposite tiffany. So today wasn't the day for me. I tell tiffany it's ok. I sit on another bench. No seriously, I know she did it on purpose. I was walking near there, and looking at beside tiffany. She just change seat and sit in front of tiffany. It's fine for me. You no need to act until like this.
I seriously want to stand up and scold she during F&N. She speaks until so loud. Louder than Jia Ying. Keep raising her voice louder. F&N is a period for people to do work using com. If you seriously want to talk, talk softer Larh. Yesterday and today and last week. If not for Jia Min sake, I would have long go to your table and smash on your table. If really want to talk, be soft like Jiamin. At least her voice wasn't that loud like yours. You don't even sound like talking. You sound like screaming. When you were talking to Jia Ying. I really compare both of yours voice. Jia ying was just beside me and you were sitting so far and I could feel my right ear is hurting and I know you did it on purpose. Trying to tell me you have friend to talk to and talk so loud purposely for me to hear. Who cares. I don't need your pity.
After F&N , I just walk home all alone. I am just to patient on you. I am not that kind when I am primary school when someone treat me nasty. I do use violence on people like what I did to ANNA Tay.
I realise when I am with anna, I reveal my real personality.
We get back our english comprehension. Gets only 7 out of 30 marks. AHHAs. WHat a nice number. I wasn't feeling sad or anything but just a sense of happiness. Only 2 people pass comprehension, Emilyn?? not sure how to spell her name yet and Xiulin. hahas. It's a good start!. Anna get 4 marks. What is she doing. It's time for me to start doing comprehension. The last time i touch my comprehension was on first week of Jan.

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3:51 AM

5 February 2008

Dear viewer,
I feel that I am too stupid to live on this earth. I was having this cold war WL yesterday just because of the pencil case. No, not actually start form pencil case. Pencil Case is the problem which really the serious of cold war. Having chinese lesson on 4 Feb. We get back our chinese spelling. When WL get back her spelling, she fought hard to cover form me. Unknowingly, I turn around to look for my paper and saw her mark. Just because her sense of winning, scoring higher mark. She ignore me for the rest of the period. During english, ayunni borrow foolscape form me. WL didn't brought her foolscap paper to school and she call anna name out and I turn around to see what happen. When she saw I turn around, she say to herself* forget it*. I tell anna that WL call her. Anna told her that she don't have and WL didn't ask anyone already.Then I force myself to take the first step and tear out one paper for her. I take the first Lorh!. Always me.
We went for F&N lesson, Xy was talking to me and we went out to the locker there. Then everyone have gone and jia min was still standing at the locker there waiting for me , I think while Xy was telling me about sth.
Jia min show me WL pencil case, say she forget to take her pencil case. I don't know should I participate or not but I just let jia min tugged her pencil case into my bag. I can't remember I should not have allow her to put in my bag. There is still some cold war between me and WL. But thing worsen when she know what I *take* her pencil case. Firstly, I didn't even take her pencil case. Take mean using hand to take!!! I didn't even touch her rowdy hell pencil case lo! Even later I was to return to her, Jean san take it out from my bag. And you Claim that I * take* . * take* refer to steal. How on earth do I want your pencil case. You went round telling anna they all that I steal your pencil case and don't want to return to you.You did say who take your pencil case but not talking to me and I keep quiet because we are still having cold war. Don't tell me you never play prank on anyone before. And you just went out blurting out your temper at me!
This will be the one last time i get temper from you. !! Even my parents didn't even show temper to me I react very wildly. For you, I tolerate from sec 4 to now. Let me tell you, if you throw temper at me once again, I will just do what I do to my parent!. Throw chair at them! I have been very tolerating on you for so long. You make me lost interest in account and slowly, I stop asking question on account since N-level over so as to re pick up my interest for account.

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