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30 April 2008

Dear viewer,

An Overview of my this weeks life-happenings.

Monday- I was so fed up men. I was down there trying to concentrate on my Bio and ss at one go. I received this message, asking to go KTV on thursday. I was trying to explain to him that studies was important. I almost throw out my handphones but manage to pull myself back from making this stupid throw. Heartache if I really throw.

Tuesday- I saw Miss Wong and Miss Shierly yeung talking Bus 59.

Wednesday- Gotten exam and guess what Social Studies and Biology was a screw. Went to school very early. Was talking to Zulaikha and Daphne and realise Zuliakha was a chinese, her father was a chinese. Enter the examination hall with my jacket and zig loc, spec and ruler. Miss Koh was there. Check my jacket and then pat on my back. Suddenly so happy and then forget all about my SS. hahas. Third time already. OKays. Still remember the first time she never wash her hand. Luckily she didn't pat on my shoulder or else my mood would swing.

Ss, the SEQ was terrible. Can't remember anything then I just use my common sense. part 1B was terrible. Only two lines.

Bio was worst. THe only question I know how to do was the Eyes. PLant was worst. Transport in mammals was terrible too. Didn't complete finish because I don't know how to do. Then go home with Daphne in her father car. At first I was kind of unwillingly to go because not get used to it. But still thanx a lot for fetching me home. ALl the way home. I was shocked.

Thursday- Going out with Mushuang. to Delifrance. We did some maths revision. I took more than 5hours to do just Paper 1 and two question on paper 2. Woah. That's freaking terrible. Dare not think what would happen to me on friday maths exam. The pizza was huge men. Or is it I forget how the pizza look like? Drank 2 cup of orange juices and I went to the toilet for about four times during the 5 hours and that Mushuang just went once.

Friday. I went to school taking 238 bus. I was waiting at the traffic light and saw suddenly saw Miss wong alight from the bus. I was so shocked as she stand just behind me. I quickly take out my handphone and sms mushuang. When the traffic light turns red/green?? Don't know what colour it is, I speed up and went to the 7 eleven. I told tiffany about it and tiffany even tell me that I should have taken down her photo and then threaten mushuang. Maths. It wasn't that good either. I didn't complete my paper 2. I totally skip the Trigonometry question and spend so much times trying to draw a beautiful curve. hahas. I was so upset about the maths paper and I saw the triumph in weilin face, I feel more stupefied. She say the paper was soo easy any she have 20 minutes to check through the paper.

I go to my fancbox thing. Keep popping out new people where I don't know who they are, was talking to me. I play along with them too. The oldest I got was over 30. I give fake information except I told them my email address, was the only correct thing.

I was looking at some of my friends blog. Starting with Jun rong, He posted what the food he cook, I guess. So beautiful la. I can't even cook that well men.

Esther. She pro men. Pull up 30 over. I was so shocked. How I envy going to mixed school. Really regret going to girls school. I wished I have never make this mistake. I'm so weak now. My pull up was only 16 or 17. So little. I hate girls school. Surrounded by all girls.

No fun, No life, nothing! I have nothing left to enjoy lifes.

LIFE IS JUST FULL OF MISERABLE!!!

And yes, I think I have somehow offended you that's why you hardly even wanted to talk to me. You ignore me for almost about 4 to 5 days already. You just went on and ask other people instead of me or somehow not even want to look at me. If I really have, I apologise to you. I'm sorry!

The condition which high friendship demands is ability to do without it.

Praise from a friend, or censure from a foe, Are lost on hearers that our merits know.

Cursed be the verse, how well so e'er it flow, That tends to make one worthy man my foe.

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6:27 PM

24 April 2008

Dear Viewer,
Started to have some cough. Okay. Finally my computer a bit well. Guess what. I have finish my chinese prelim and english mid year. I did quite badly for chinese because I spend 1hr doing the comprehension, then 15 minutes doing the MCQ-anyhow put number. the rest of the 15 minutes continue my comprehension. English was worst. I do not know what is the format for speech and I thought of leaving blank for situational writing. Comprehension was the worst part. I don't know what the passage was talking about at all. I decide to spend 45 minutes on Summary.
Went out with clare, charmaine and xiulin for lunch at Toa payoh. Being living in Toa Payoh for so many years, I don't know that there is a place where fish and chips are sold there.
The scenery down there was nice. Charmaine ask me am I a Bi or Straight. My answer was very fast, straight. Do I look like I'm a Bi? We chat and went to the library. I was looking at the children session, was looking for SCOOBY DOO to read on and I can't find it. Thanks to clare, she found one and I read it. Then I follow the alphabet GEL and found many more. Hahas. Xiulin was the first to go home. AFter that we stay on till about 4? and we too went home.
What the. XYZ SAY I GOT BF. Who she think she know me that well. Full of rubbish from her mouth everyday. Well, I should start planning for my future.

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5:04 AM

21 April 2008

Dear Viewer,
Oh yes. Wednesday durig assembly, our schools invites some DJ to our school. There was a 2 group. The first group was terrible. The guy sing until like hell. Don't even bother to listen to it. Some Guitarist and percussionist was playing at the background. I turn my attention to the percussion. How I wished he was there playing. The second group play farely well. His vocal voice was quite nice except that I can't hear very much of the song he is singing. Maybe it's because of the background music too loud OR my hearing frequencies have shorten. How on earth did I link to physic. Ok. I was looking up trying to see how the percussionist look like. What are their appearance in dressing and etc. But I can't see pretty much. How I wished I got my spec with me at that time. How I hope tiffany was there and I can discuss with her about the percussionist. I been to his blog. He isn't updating anything eversince last year july something. Speaking of his blog. I don't know how I manage to find his blog through millions of website. I spend days searching everything that have got to do with him and manage to find his blog and his friend. That's because he have a unique name. LZG. hahas. Great. Great.Maybe that's the power of LOVE? How stupid I am. How I wished he could go and die.
Okay. F&N terrible! I try to hand up my time plan on friday but madam goh don't want to accept it just because she have loads of Decision Making and development to mark. But weilin they all can hand up. WAO LIAO. AND just because of that development thing I got myself a nice big D-. FAIL. And there goes for my mid year mark. STUPID la. I left with 6 subject to pass. It's impossible for me to pass my english and hummanities. Down with another two. now left with 4.
Exam is on wednesday and guess what I am doing. Watching TV. Every show. Just can't pulled myself from the tv. Yesterday stay unil 2am to watch that chinese show. and then at 2am, another show start.
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

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7:08 AM

17 April 2008

Dear viewer,
I'm just too lazy to do anything already. I think my reaction in doing or answering people is slow by half a beats. When someone was talking some jokes. I stone for a while than laugh. When someone talks to me, I stare at the person for quite long before knowing what the person was talking.
Cme lesson was switch to maths lesson. In class, we were doing the maths-transformation chapter. I almost feel like dying. I take so long to do rotation. And mid year, the duration for doing maths is very short, barely any time left to check that's what I can assure everyone. Because that's what I experience last year.
Mid year exam will be officially start on next Wednesday. Hahas. How I wished everything will rewind to the past. How wonderful it will be to be a kids without worries on having exam and just enjoying lifes each day..

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7:39 AM

11 April 2008

Dear Viewer,
you know what. I am so tired. It's tiring to try and do everthing. Play too much these days. Not getting serious at all. Only at certain circumstance. Why? 5 item. I done badly. Just because of the stupid sit and reach, I gotten myself a bronze. A BRONZE because OF SIt and reach while the rest of my 5 item I did quite well. Pull up -16, sit up-33, standing broad jump- 184, shuttle run-10.8 What about my 2.4 run. HATE HATE HATE!!! I just want to be a suicide bomber and that's all I will be when I grow up or else I will want to be a terrorist. I hate everything that is going round me. Who can save me. English is worst. Getting worst. Why don't I just drop out of school since I know I am certainly not going to pass my O-level.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go

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6:34 AM

9 April 2008

Dear viewer,
HHF, we were running at a constant speed. I think my running have started to slow down a lot. Breathing inconsistent. PE, we have a lots of fun. Play the freebies again and I continue to participate actively in the game. I keep running around. F&N, I doing development, trying to do the three day food record and I had a hard time deciding. In the end, I didn't finish. SS, We get into group discussion. English, Mrs nicholas give us back the comprehension. Can't believe it. I did so bad in english comprehension. Why I am not able to comprehend well? During assembly, they invite some literature person talking, telling us their poet and even play guitar and sing song.
After Assembly, I wanted to go to the F&N room to continue doing my development But the door wasn't open!!!! And I have go to com lab 4 with nicole. But the door wasn't open. Then we went up, and we wanted to call madam goh out then I saw Miss Wong. I told her that Miss Wong sit very near to madam goh, you can ask her to call her out.. Miss Wong then say she is at the hall having cca. I was wondering what her she in charge of? Is she trying to say madam goh doing some PFT thing inside or what.
I went to the library and do my development. About 4, I finished doing. I went to find madam goh and I was packing my thing on the second floor, I was looking around and happen to see a familiar figure in the LAB. I think I am having some imagination because I think I saw Xiu Lin Inside and I turn around, I think I saw Miss Jac Yip. WIthout a spec, it's really a hard time trying to figure out who is who.
I dare not enter to the hall and went down to look for zulaikha and really I saw her with rebecca and vera. It's quite concidence. Then they accompany me go up and then hand up. Then I join them in their 2.4km run and went up to do the 5 Item. Hahas.

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5:49 AM

6 April 2008

Dear viewer,
I went to the market with my mei. And Guess what I saw a familiar figure sitting down on the chair, he is waiting for his food ordered to be taken away. I look at his T-shirt * sec 3 2006 **catholic High* I was thinking is this person Tawan?? I was counting how old am I when I am 2006. He could be tawan and then I quickly sms him * hello* haha his reply was * hello. Lol, what's up?*
This is when I confirm it is him. I sms back * I'm behind you*
Should have taken his photo down la. hahas.

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7:57 AM

5 April 2008

Dear Viewer,
Today life is terrible. The dish of vegetable contain some prawns and I ate only the vegetable but I started to itch again. Idiot la!. I'm left with physic and F&N homework, history test.
I was suppose to go to pasa malam but it rain!!Have to postpone to tomorrow instead. Yesterday went to pasa malam with zulaikha. She bought a lot of food and I keep cursing her that her food is unhealthy and etc. Hahas. I thought of buying some food too but I don't have the feeling to do it when my hand is carrying some books. So I gave up the idea of buying anything. I have just renewed * Getting out of the house* books. We went to the interchange together and I quickly pulled her along to see what the commotion infront is about. An old lady and men quarrelling. hahas. Then I heard someone called Zulaikha and I turn around and look up and saw some familiar figure. I nudged Zulaikha. So they two old person was fighting with their umbrella hitting each other. But what's the reason for they to get into fights?

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6:31 AM

3 April 2008

Dear viewer,
Trying out the new seat that I am sitting. A bit boring although no one disturb me. Cme, we were continuing watching the show then suddenly there was this person suddenly pop out of nowhere. I was doing my account homeowork and I heard some sound behind. I quicly tuen around and see and there was on the far left of me, Miss wong sitting on the chair, I was shocked and quickly packed all my homework and stuff it in the file and then I pretend to watch the show.
History lesson, I went off with Zulaikha. We were doing our accounts homework in class because Miss koh wasn't there. She is on some course.
And Sad to say, I got History Test next week!!! Alamak!!
Poa lesson, new topic. New lesson!!! And test is coming up. English, we have some kind of Picture discussion. I don't even know the thing behind it is called Merry-Go-Round.
Maths, we were still on the chapter of stretching. Chinese, we go to the library to do compo..
After school, Cca! And it is raining!!! WEts!!!

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6:37 AM

2 April 2008

Dear viewer,
Ming Hui! Happy Birthday!!! Hahas. HHF and PE lesson. I'm stupefied when the teacher want us to do the standing broad jump thing. Seriously, I'm weak in that. Hahas. Getting ache all over my legs and barely can bend or stand up.
F&N, getting a bit scared to ask madam goh thing and in the end I found my courage to ask her. Ss, the teacher didn't come and I was teaching clare account. Speaking of it, I have not done the last 2 question. Die. English, get back our comprehension and guess how much i get. 1 and the half. Crazy. One and the Half upon 15. How earth can i even my reached my prelim and O-level aims. We change our seats and I get what I want. Sitting alone. Yeah. It would be much quieter and the space is quite spacious and I get 2 do whatever I want already. And guess what I am surrounded by all those english people who their english is a lot better. hahas. I hope I won't be getting an F9 again for english.
And Xiulin, I am just sitting behind you, you can turn around and ask me for maths although my answer may not be accurate at times.

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3:11 PM