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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

25 Dec 2007

Dear reader,
Almost forget that yesterday was miss ratulagi birthday. Happy Belated Birthday Miss ratulagi. Ok, i went to school again, this time not alone but with ming hui waiting for me at the school gallery step. Then we hide in a classroom to wait for the pledge ceremony finished. Miss ming hui was so naughty, she kept playing around. Finally the assembly finished, we was on our way to the second floor and ming hui claimed that she is Daphne and Xiu LIn, that I look through the window, there is indeed two people. I can't see clearly who the two of them is but I'm sure one of then is Xiu lin. Then we sit outside the ava room and wait for the library to open. Daphne and Xiu lin came up to the second floor. I was pretending to study. They were speaking quite loudly, especially daphne. I know she did it on purpose.
Next, ming hui wants to go down and eat. Fearing that I have to eat because of the food I have yesterday. Then in the end I have no choice but to go down to the canteen and buy soup. Then we wait for quite long before the library opens. By the time we go in, it's already 9. Wei lin then came. She did not see us and walk straight to the other side before realising that she have goes to the wrong place. Next we go for poa lesson then after that went to the canteen again. Haiz. I eat mee soto this time. Next, we went up and I went to the toilet and ask them to go to the library first. I went searching for toilet , been to two toilet and finally the third toilet which is situated at the third floor. When I came down, I saw them in the library. I walked very slowly to ava outside and sit down. From the look of wei lin, i sense something supsicious. So i stay outside and study and xiu lin sitting alone , don't know thinking about what. Then a auntie came and sit in front of her. Xiu lin went to throw something and fill up her bottle and came back and saw the auntie sit beside her place. I think she must be feeling weird. hahas. I was laughing at a side. Then xiu lin went to the toilet. I was thinking what if she saw Miss wendy wong coming out from the toilet. I turned around and saw Miss wendy wong walking with her handphone , going to the toilet direction. Then she came back and she look up and see me then I quickly turn around and pretend to study. By the time I look up, I saw two familiar person. Wei lin and Ming hui was looking at me like some weirdo. ' What you doing down here, why you did not go to the library, we thought that you fall in the toilet bowl." lols .. hahas. Then I was trying to explain .
Finally their end year english exam paper finish. Many people came down. I was trying agitate ming hui by calling tiffany name. Wei lin suddenly say she saw tiffany on the other side with wei lin. I quickly ran towards her and called tiffany to come over. Then she suspected I was up to something and my finger nail almost peel her off. Sorry. hahas.
Finally 1 plus, ming hui want to use the com and went to the other side of the library. Around 2 plus she came back and say that she want to go liao with her boyfriend. Wah, Boyfriend, No need to envy. In the end she say her boyfriend is his family. Diao.. hahas...

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Monday, September 24, 2007

24th September 2007

Dear reader,
Today I went to school as usual although there isn't a need for me to attend school, being all alone in school till 10 plus when wei lin arrive having a hard time catching a breathe. At the same time, I told them that tiffany , siew mei, mushuang, jean san came and visit me.
I going to post a weird things happen just now. My aunt, which is my father's sister, she came to visit us with his husband. I called her ah gor and her husband gu zhang. They brought mooncake for us to eat and I was so full and try to eat it. Then Gu zhang come and find us and pushed some money to me and my sister. Each of us gets hundred and fifty dollars. My sister fought hard , trying to tell the gu zhang no need so much. But he insisted. Next when we went to the living room, Ah gor which i have said earlier , is my father sister, she gave each of us fifty dollar. Then my sister trying to tell her that Gu Zhang have given us already. But we lose. Then Gu Zhang and ah gor wants us to go out and eat with them. I was thinking, I have eaten so much already and now still have to force myself to eat .
At the food court, they ask us what food is delicious to eat then in the end they eat the Ocean curry fish head the stall. The curry fish was very popular down there and they order one. The curry fish is in the claypot . A claypot is quite large. Then they order some other dishes. We have 1 large curry fish , 2 vegetable, 1 otak, 1 prawn, sweet and sour pork, 1 plate of ham and ah gor drink green tea while the three of us drink barley. Waoh, they are real pro. The food total cost 62.50
They keep asking us to eat more, When we didn't get the food ourself, they quickly scoop for us , making sure that our plate will always be full of food. I know they are very rich, but only there is only four us and our table were the biggest one. I was feeling a bit awkward. Then they ask us if you all want to go university, they will support us. Then they say, they live quite far from us and they cannot morally support us but they can financially support us.
Then I was eating halfway, I saw a shadow passing me and I quickly look up and see and it's Miss lim. It's such a coincidence but i don't think she did saw me. Gu zhang was very funny. On one conversation, he say
' Do you want to eat?', my mei replied ' no I don't want'. Then he say, ' ok, you don't want, nevermind , I wanna to eat. help me take.' hahas. He's so funny. In chinese maybe you can understand the ironic. Then he say 'later we buy satay for grandma. Then my mei was talking about satay it's too oily and so on, then he say ok, later we buy 5 chicken, 5 pork, and so on. hahas. He's really damn funny.
Then we were so full, we stroll round the market to buy some thing for grandma, then GU zhang keep looking at food, and wants to buy of it. Then he ask us did my 4th uncle bring us out? Then we say no. Then he say next time I bring you to resturant. He say he is a member of many restuarant. On our way home, he began to talk about his car and say that his car is Huan Bao - Enviroment friendly? is it what it called in english. My geography isn't that good. Then he and ah gor wave goodbye to us. Then we follow him and ah gor , we was thinking how does the Huan Bao car look like. He say it uses electircity to start... You know what the car look like, it's big. As big as the mercedes car.

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

23 Sep 2007

Dear reader,
I went out to study with ming hui and wei lin. Half of a time we were playing and wei lin and I was laughing at ming hui answer. Her bio on Sexual reproduction was all on the mess. She eventually screw up all the part by naming the wrong name for each things.
I was surfing the net and at the same time listening to hokkien song. I tried my luck searching for hainanese language. It's so limited. I went through lots and lots of pages and finally came across a one blog talk about hainese things. I don't know what the comic was suppose to mean and went on to search for other blog. I decided on finding people who are hainanese. http://myveryownglob.blogspot.com/
He is a hainanese too. But as I view through his blog, what interest me was the words he use. The language use was so profound.
Just thinking about, me, whose dialect is a hainanese , can't even most of the hainanese. I remember my 1st aunt came to my house and speak to me in chinese. But later on, she was asking me to find a thing for her and she can't find the word to say in chinese and she say in hainanese. I was like asking her, what? spoon? fork? plate? lighter? IN the end she know what it is called in chinese. She wants a knife. I can't remember what it is called in hainanese. Eversince I was a kid, I having been avoiding speaking hainanese. When miss lim grandma went pass my house, I will called her Ah po, and she began to speak hainanese to me. Catches bit and pieces of her words and all I could say was orh.
Came to know that it is too late to learn hainanese as there were not many people who can speak hainanese and from hainanese dialect. Have you ever thought of within 42 people in the class, only 2 or 3 is hainanese whereby none of them know how to speak. Hainanese people will be extinct if no one want to learn that dialect.

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Friday, September 21, 2007

Dear reader,
Last day for school, first lesson, we have maths. Mrs Khoo and ask us do we have anything want to us her. Next lesson was history. I was on the way to the com lab and I saw Ms wendy wong. I was walking very slow already. she suddenly walked very fast and then she began to speak to me. Where you going to. I immediately point in front, I bet she can't really see my hand. It's quite of a surprise to see her talked to me. Then mei fern quickly say Good morning to Ms wong. Then mei fern say history lesson.
During the history lesson, Miss koh is telling us this is our last lesson and so on and tell us again and again that she know history is a 0.5 subject. She seem to be talking about probability. hahas. Wah, she keep repeating many things. She say she bought all the N-level history from the bookshop so that the auntie will not get any losses. Then ask we haven buy , buy from her. Left with four books with her. Then keep saying lucky from the 8 books she bought, she manage to get back the 4 books money. I thinks she have repeat this for about 3 times already. I remember the class ask her is she very rich, then she say she is very poor. hahas, where got teacher so poor . Then she told the class that she have saved up for quite long before she could buy a car and everyday she drives to school and hardly spend money on other things. Then the class ask her how much she spend a day in school . Then she say she spend very little money on food because she bring food from homes. Wao, she sound so poor. Yesterday, assembly, I recalled she say the cip thing in other countries. She say she can cooked, Teo jin ling can cook and Ms Ng.
Talking about Ms ng, I remember she came in to the class and teach us Bio because Miss Kwan did not come. She looks so serious when she teach. I always thought she is another type of teacher. hahas.
Next lesson was F&N. We were released very early like 10 minutes before recess because she say we have been very attentive in class.
Next lesson was physic, Miss lim was going through paper with the class. Bio lesson, we were having group work. AT 1pm, wei lin, ming hui , daphne and some other students went for Dental check up. Hahas. I'm Glad that I need not to go.

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

19 Sep 2007

Dear reader,
It's thursday and Jean Birthday. Happy Birthday. Finally you have reached 16. Another 2 year before we could reached 18 and another 5 year to reached 21. I was browsing through the bulletin in friendster and came across a post. The post goes like this...

Dear All,
This is my TRUE and REAL LIFE STORY ,happened near end of 2006, I am under age old girl who stilll sitting for my SPM, I was cheated my virgin to a men named DARREN FANG KINCHONG ... I were introduced to this guy thru internet, After some chit-chat(Messenger and phone calls), This guy date me out for meet up.(MSN ID/ FRIENDSTER ACCT :fang_darren@hotmail.com)He is a very sweet talker. As my age,I really believe what he said to me like how much he loved me and his promises to me.So, I decided to meet up.Our 1st date is at Christmas 2006. My mum not allow me go out till late night so we decided not celebrate at sin.After a dinner and movie, he say bring me to clubbing at one of the pub .In the club he is introduce some ofhis friends to me (Named Jason, Alexand Mike) and he is offering me to take a lot of alcoholic drinks and hetell me that he will take care of me.That night everybody was drunk tillvery high and I suspect they have drop something in my drink.. because after the next day I like not very sure was happening after the clubbing session and I feel that my private part very pain and rashes and I lost my virgin! In the motel, I found he sleep beside me, and he told me that he will take responsibility and after Igraduate he will marry me.that night he like totally disappear for 2 weeks.. finally he called me and ask me out. He is giving the explanation like his is rushing his fashion job so that he don't have time to meet me. This time he offer me to sex with him in the car and blow job to him. I feel very weird! But I think that if you love someone you have too right?After someday I feel that they way he treat me is totally different than before I give my everything to him.Sometimes he totally don't care my feeling that I listened he sweet talk to other girls. He said is client..but I don't think so..Do you boyfriend or husband simply tell girl that ' I so miss you dear,Youare my sweetheart, please give me a chance to take care of you or since the1st day saw you I am very sure that god create you for me' I was very notin a good mood hearing or saw his sms.I found my private part like becomevery worst, Itchy andRedness.Everytime after sex when helay beside me Iwill check his sms. One day, I found that a video clip on his phone that was shooting me was raped by the 3 of his friends when the 1st night. Thisis not a kinda fun! I almost become crazy when I saw that video clip I am very worried that when someday the video clip will sent out to other peoples.I don't dare to go out, don't dare tomeet people coz I feel shy and regret.Today I go to take my body check-up report. The report shows that I been suspected AIDS!Doctor advised me to do they other check up to re-confirm.I really no such energytic to check again. I don't dare to make a police report because I don't know how toface my parent and classmate. But I decided to speared this email out to share my REAL Story to you I leave this world. This guy is DARKEN myfuture and my shinny day. I foundmyself is DIRTY!Attached is his picture which I got.**If U See this PLAYBOY or LOVERCHEATER, Please wake up your mind and don't believe to what he CHEAT youwith his sweet talk.** Please help forward this mail to your colleague, sisters & everyone u love!if you know this guy or currently heis your net friend PLEASE becareful,girls please protect yourself and notfollow my ending! SO that there willbe no next victims like me.Thank you very much!some of his conversation in msn:Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,ThanDirection People Upper People. says:...anyway...can u gv me a chance?Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:i just love u...onli u...how com ?


Wah, I was thinking is it really true and start searching through the man email which was written in that post. And indeed, there is such person. It's really complicated to see people life going through different stages and you just have to thanks yourself, you are so safe. I should be glad that I did not have any bf or trust any guy so easily. That's why I hate guy who always sweet talk to women. My mock paper for math, paper 1 56/60 and paper 2 32/40. I'm quite happy that I could score so well. But I'm scared at the same time because I have not done well in my english N-level.

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

15 September 2007

Dear Reader,
It's been 4 day since I last post. Finally, I get all my result. If my english have pass, I only pass 4 subject and fail 3 sub. But if my english fail, I only pass 3 sub with 4 fails.
Next, next week, I will be having my math, science, history, f&n and poa N-level.In fact, there isn't much time to study. I am getting quite impatient lately and fear that I would offend other people with realising it.
I can't believe I have been awarded the best question for the overall months or week?
Believe me or not, just because I post this question:
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=An9NF9EiJONSpeoCGazzFLzsy6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20070714031322AALLgMi
There is a siren going on today at 12:05, I bet a lot of you should have heard it and tune in to the radio?

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Result

Dear reader,
I have math prelim paper 2 which consist of 100 marks. It's not easy to do. I have not been posting anything up recently. I'm just quite disappointed with my prelim result.
Chinese, I get a B4, English I don't know, physic 34/50. my paper 2 pull me down with 16/30, Mcq get 18/20. Bio haven take back. Most likely i have done badly for it. SS, fail terribly. History SBQ 9/25, SEQ 8/25, POa sure fail terribly. F&N i fail my theory. haix. Math paper 2 get only 27/40. But to my astonished, i get 53/60 for paper 1. But overall i get 80 marks. Haix, because my paper 2 pull my overall result down. But it's alright. Because I have been waiting for 2 years before I can touch on Na paper. Finally. wei lin so bravo men. Paper 2 get 38/40, then paper 1 get 51/40. 89 marks, one more mark and she can get 90/100.
Next, I wants to say it's 911 . And a very Happy Birthday to you MUSHUANG!!!
Her present is still in my house, waiting for her to come and fetch the present.
And yes, I will be having math mock test, STRESS men. I haven help melanie to hand up the account test, Die, it's not that i don't want to hand up. It's just I don't know where the hell the teacher is at.
May get back my account tmr . Upon 100, hope i could get at least 30 marks.

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

08 Sep 2007

Dear reader,
Went out to study with my friends. Tuesday I will be having Prelium for math paper 2.

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

1 Sep 2007

Dear reader,
Today, I wake up much earlier than usual holiday. I am suppose to meet Jun Rong at Long john sliver to study at 10. i waited for a long time before i acted on my own. I send him sms and he reply saying that he is in the lift. I asked him to wait for me. Then by the time I went down to wait for the bus, he sms say that he is back home to take his books. WAh! Then I board the bus first and when the bus stop at FTPPS bus stop, I saw a familiar figure. Although I didn't wear my spectacle, but my insitution tell me that is he. So I continue reading my books until he came to where I sit and sit down.
At LJS, We sit diagonally across.SO weird. OK then I was smsing wei lin asking her to join me since jia min and siew mei isn't coming. But she kept pushing off my offer and say that she don't want to be Dian deng Bao. What! Ok after much rebutting, she say she want to stay at home and studying. Then I keep laughing while studying and that Jun Rong can't concentrate on studying like that, keep looking around. Bet he is hungry and he go and order potato salad with Don't know which combo. I was about to laugh out loud but I manage to hold back. So healthy men! I wonder when will he grow fat. I'm not trying to curse him or what.
Then his tution teacher and teacher sister came. Then they went to another table and study. I was almost bored to death and decided to take a trip to the toilet. I was so unlucky in the toilet being stain with the shampoo on my clothes and have to wash it and dry it and I took about half an hour to return back to LJS.
By the time I return back to LJS, Jun rong have bought a huge cup of drink and trying to offer me. I turned him down. Know why right. hahas. ok .
Then finally his tution ends, then the tution teacher goes back and left only Jun rong and the girl. Then they join me at the same table. We began so called studying. I'm having chinese N-level tomorrow yet I am doing my english. Then the girl keep bullying Jun rong and get hit many times. I was just sitting down there leaving him in the lurch. hahas.
And soon he grew hungry again. We women not even so hungry like him and he down there eat and eat. I really have to take my head off him.
In the end, we went home.
Not going to say any further because I have chinese tomorrow. I have not even prepare anything. Night

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