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Monday, April 30, 2007

Crazy Family..

Dear reader,
Ah ha.. Quite busy during these few day. Exam is coming in 2 day times. Yesterday lots of things happen. My sister screeching so loud until the mirror going to shattered. She was so angry yesterday. Too stress perharps. arh. Forget it men...
What the hell is happening these few days. I am down with flu. Flu before exam men..
I just can't find the inspiration to write blog these few day. Don't know what really happen. ok. got to stop here..
5:11PM

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Friday, April 27, 2007

Back again

Dear reader,
Just been a few didn't online and found out lots of things change. Blogs no longer exist old blogger.. hahas...
LIfe was tough.. But I will still try my best to be unfazed of the problem that is surfacing up.. Just four more days and I will be sitting for my ss and Bio mid year exam. Probably not even have any spare time to online or update my blog. Why must we have exam? Why can't the government just ablolish this law of having exam. Even my sister get paranoid and I agree with her. All because of these scientist and inventor, we have to faced so much pages of books to read. These ridiculous dscovering they have find make us living through such a tough life..
Today lesson, I could say that our class really have went over the limit. Forcing the bio teacher to went out of the class leaving us all having a totally sense of loss. She was so angry of our class- One of the nicer teacher.
English lesson was absoultely ridiculous. We have a spelling which most of the words I don't have any idea what it is. Scoring 12 upon 32. First time failing my spelling.
Physic lesson, I was make to stand up with other classmate for whole one period for not finishing the physic paper. She give us time out chocolate as some snacking.
After school, I went to the NTUC with Xue Ying. Spending more than half and hour in there searching for ingredient to cook for practice. With her mother, we took 238 Bus and reach Xue ying house and start on our cooking practical. Wah, Can you imaging spending more than 2 hour for 3 dishes. 3 DIshes spend so much time on it what will happen if I have four dishes. terrible!!! WHo can rescue me from all those diffculties.
Jia Min didn't come to school today...
Got to go off.. Night.

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

sth need to get off my chest

Dear reader,
life is quite terrible... Went off to school in the morning. Receiving message from friends and I can't reply them. Simin sms to told me about her new number, Daphne sms me to meet her in the canteen. Have breakfast in the canteen woth Daphne today.. Eat the old same food- teriyaki chicken bun with Milo.
English lesson went on first. What we did was spelling... and marking of someone comprehension and returning someone comprehension back. Imaging not having not having my paper returning to me whereas all of them have taken back. So terrible.
Oh yes, chinese lesson follow by. Getting back my chinese which I score 30.5 upon 45. Wei lin getting top again with 38 marks if I didn't remember wrongly. History lesson with another test returning. Scoring so low 4/17. First time scoring such a loser mark.
Recess with no accompany. Everyone dosen't seem to be at the canteen except wei lin, and Daphne.
Account lesson was a mess up. I don't know how to do the question and have the feeling of shredded up the paper..
Pc worst thing happen. Mrs kooh eventually ask all the F&N student outta to ask us sth about F&N. We create trouble and even make the F&N teacher- madam goh cry. Such a bad person we are...
The bell rings and off we went down to the canteen. Wei lin and just me went to have our lunch. Return to our oral rooms and saw xiu lin walking towards the water cooler.. haha....
Oral just went quite smoothly..
Ok.. here sth to confess..
at round 5 plus, I was with my sister and her friends we set off to the popular. We take 238 homes. We alight at our bus stop. know what. THis uncle.. I suppose.. He was looking at me. AT that time it is raining. I just walk away, living him in the lurch. No choice, I can't lend him my umbrella.. rite.. Dun even know who this is. Werids matter is that he was giving the expression - pathetic expressing. My minds with filled with his expression and I can't concentrate on my studies..
Or am I seeing things. Can't be right , my sister also saw the uncle. And I could tell u that , I do not have an afinity with spirit. Ahha.. But my sister do. The things she see seem to make people around see it too. That was happen 2 years ago during her P6 times.
Shall not mention it. Hope to get rid with this creepy thoughts. Although I do wish to see..
o kk.. Nite... Hope not meeting any Insane people anymore.. Human are just harsh reality..

9:56PM


**~~ Happy BIRTHDAY CHARMINE>>. hohoh...

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Friday, April 20, 2007

SYF

Dear reader,
On thursday, as usual take my school Bus with English Essay books. SYf with English mid year exam on the same day. Meet tiffany on the gallery steps. Together we went up to the band room. Change our Clothing and went in to play 5 rounds. Band Indeed get a Gold award this year. What about my cca. Initially, I know that we won't we as good as we were before.
Having breakfast outside the band room. Sandwiches, SOON KUEH, puff. I don't know what puff it is. Soon Kueh taste nicer than the rest that What i could Recalled. Finally we set off to the Conference hall. Waiting patiently outside for our turn in the room for tunning. After tunning, we scramble our way to the hall waiting to play our piece.
After playing we rush back to school to take our lunch before having english exam. Quite worried for the format, what format to use? Bad things happen. Every one have their exam paper except mine; my passage paper is not with me and have to wait for the paper to arrive.
After the exam, cca teacher went in to break the news to use. The sec 5 senior was trying to make us blur.. WHat actually did we get.. We get Sliver.. It was not a good sign. A sec 3 girl actually cried. WHy cry? Want to know why we get sliver. You people down there keep playing other song and didn't practice hard on your own SYF pieces.
We celebrate by calling for Pizza hut delivery.

Today, all my friends were having their exam- chinese. They take O-level exam except me and Wei lin. FOr wei lin capability, I believe she can go for that exam but lucky she didn't or else I will be left alone. Not good to take O-level chinese when you already have enough stress.

Lee's photo as my display picture, feeling a bit weird..
Tawan is struggling for his subject. I know he can make it.. HE could score 251 for PSLE, sure he can make it..
hahass...
Left 1 week for the rest of the mid year to take place. WOrk hard.. wor..
okk. GOt to go
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5:11Pm

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Just one more day

Dear reader,
What more I could I have done? Having SYF and English mid year paper at the same day.
Oral does not went as smoothly as I wished. I can't believe that I totally stumbled on my words making every tint of pronounciation not precise. Am I going to fail for sure?
I condemn that I have not try my best as anxiety just scrambled all the way to me. Felt terrible dejected. What If I fail my english? Is it the end of my life.
In fact, I was totally freak out when having conversation with Nicole Teo.
Bless me with good grades... And sustain me with just a few more hours and I could just shrugged off the uneasy feeling that is going around me...
Basically, I just hope that I will score a B grades... That a great mark to start with.
SYF is just tomorrow. Altough it is insurmountable for us faced it.
OK.. night everyone...
Be glad that YOu are not still staying up alone struggling with english revision..

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

2 more day

Dear reader,
Finally, 2 more day to SYF and my english mid year. Having oral tomorrow. Well, just have to do my utmost best. No point trying to figuring out what I will be tested on or worried about it too much. If I was meant to pass, then I will pass if not no matter how hard I try to prepare , in the end come to no use.
I thought I will lost my tuner but luckily find the tuner back today. Great day ahead. Gracious thing. I actually get full mark for listening -tryout today. This is a good start.
Having to clear my locker by tomorrow so I have cleared some of the book left poa, bio, english file and chinese file plus having some history.. hahass..
I was carrying big stack of books home today. Luckliy still able to handle these books.
ON the way home with tiffany, we were laughing so hard. Felt quite stupid... okk..
night everyone..
9:31PM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

lOst

Dear reader,
I am so careless. I eventually lost my tuner. Hate it a lot. Why am I so careless. I was in a comtemplative mood whole day. LOst my sense of direction .
Went to our house downstair to eat our fills together. My sister and I decide that we shall eat together for dinner for the following days.
Having cca break, saw that wendy wong carrying her bags about to went home. Can't really see her clearly so I just run away When tiffany told me she is walking over there.
Tomorrow, there is a need for me to bring my uniform there to keep. I must be mad. I acutally put lee's photo as my msn. weird person... okk.. got to go .. Night..
10:07Pm

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

Relieve

Dear reader,
Finally have the time to play some games. School again... I didn't study a lot today in contary, I spend the times watchin tv. Lim Bo seng that show, plus the Ji xiang Ru yi show and the twin Dragon. I really don't have enought times to study. Monday, TUesday, Wednesday have cca. english EXam on thursday. I really envy those who can spend their times on study.
But how they fare is depend on the way they study. SYf SYF. Can I don't go for the SYF. What the use of having SYF when you can't actually cope with your study. See wei lin sooo free, NO cca, No family problem and have family member to guide her along. Not everyone is perfect...
Physic, Bio, Poa, SS, Hy, math, F&N... See soo much to handle... exclude english and chinese which is languages , don't really need to study that hard.... Haizzz...
Ok.. night everyone...

10:07PM

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

SHould I?

Dear reader,
Should I stop revising and start slacking? No point rushing to be the best within these short few days. How on earth and I going to catch up so much things.? I can't Imagine that I will be in the Sec 5 next year. Which is a disgrace thing to be.
Why I say it is disgrace? Normal Technical people for four years and went to ITE. We Na, study for five year, If math fail or total score more than 20 points, they will have to penetrate into ITE. Waste time.
Why must we study? There are people who is not as diligent as the rest yet and done better in their result. This is a grave mistake people make, thinking that study is really good.
Went for CCA today. Ate the 7 elven microwave pizza while waiting patiently for tiffany. Ran for four round and Anna was so hyper in wanting to run. Yet after one round, she stopped and say she don't want to run anywhere. so funny; In such a way that make her looked stupid. She scampered outside the ava today. Thinking that as if this place is her house.
In the Ava, I was so cold. I was almost freeze inside. The air con was facing me directly, no wonder tiffany say she is hot. But it is a good try to be freeze till you shiver. I wonder if we were to trapped in the big fridge, will we still be able to survive. Suddenly, talk to tiffany about Atlantic Ocean. I heard from my sister that a few scientist once went to Atlantic Ocean and was going forever. It was a dangerous thing to do. But worth trying too.
Next week SYF and enlish exam. Die, there isn't much thing for me to improve.
Ran into mag and kerlin when tiffany and me ambled along the interchange outsider- where the superstar programme hold at. Feel restless and tired.
Having history test soon.
TIme for me to go..m Night everyone...

10:48Pm

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Friday, April 13, 2007

IJ Fiesta

Dear reader,
Ij fiesta, plainly spend my times Loitering around the school with TIffany. What a great day. We assemble in the hall in the morning. Watch the student dancing. Follow by 9am, have to go to my cca stall to tend to it. Together with Tiffany and anna. I flare my temper on Anna. Who told her to keep sitting down doing nothing.
After 9.30, we start our adventure. Going from stall to stall eating our favourite food. No time to describle further. I still have tons of homework - Bio have not done. NExt week having History test and I still need to download the rest of the math paper from Lead.com.sg hahas...
So fun... printing these paper making me mad...
Night Night...
8:33Pm

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Woodlands secondary

Dear reader,
As you can see, Our cca have a exchange program with woodlands secondary. After listen intently to the song they play. My mood suddenly sank. Their playing was far off better than ours. That's what I think. They move together in a systematically way. I was really shocked by it. Relatively, I enjoy the song they play too. Expression was there. The room was filled with their nice playing.
When It was our turn, We done it terribly. To my surprise, joey cried. The Cca com told us that we must move and asked us what we want to take? Obviously everyone wants a gold medal. The way the acts was like idotitc. Fancy Tiffany laugh and able to joke with me without failing to notice that it isn't that comical.
Lesson for today was quite fast. PE, Wei lin went for 2.4km run. Not bad. 16.** Luckily she didn't fail or else I will chop her head down.
Time is running short. Yesterday was damn dreadful. I eventually have to finished all the coursework leaving no time for me to practice my english comprehension. Even if I do, I may not even know how to do it.
ok. got to go ..
7:36PM

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

ACSI

Dear reader,
It's quite a significant day today. Went to ACSI.. hahas..
In the morning, having english lesson first. THe wendy wong changed our sitting position. Luckily she didn't change mine. Physic follow by. Math, Mr yap was trying to go through the past year other school exam paper when he realise that almost all of us didn't bring it. Chinese lesson I finally get back my chinese test paper. I score only 30.5/50.. It wasn't a good result yet madam Hong still put a sticker on the paper.
Recess, I ate chicken Chop. ANd I bought a lot of the honey. Honey honey .. hahas.. Thought of a song sang by ABBA... I think that's the singer name. CME, the same stuff going on. Oh yes. Recently realise that ONG MUSHUANG actually pray when eating food. hoho.. christian or catholic is she?? F&N stay in the COm room for three period. I was a bit crazy. I on msn and started to chat with Tiffany, Anna, Wei LIn and Jean san and told them I LOVE YOU.. Crazy right. Something wrong with my mind. hoho.. Then anna go and tell xue ying and say very loudly that * Someone say Love me Leii and the person is the one who sit behind me.* Jean san and I started burst out laughing.
WOo hoo. Finally cca times. Syf is just around the corner. wahahas.. Went to ASCI and there were other school - SJI, Paya lebar methodist school . Four school at there. We performed terribly. I think This year our cca will get COP.. Die ... THat's what daphne always say.
For goodness sake, she came and tell me that the guy on the second row third person look quite handsome. Wah.. Feel like. You know vomit and wants to thrash my guitar at anna.
Headache now. Express way traffic Jam and was able to reach school at 6.40pm. By the time I reach home was 7. 45 Pm . Now having a great headache. THought of finishing up my F&N but I don't think I will be able to do so..
ok.. GOt to go liao.. Night//


11:19PM

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Monday, April 09, 2007

Again

Dear reader,
Monday, which is today, I went to school as usual but with lots of books all over my hand. Most of them were story book. It was raining outside that why we don't have assembly.
Lesson went as usual, Chinese lesson we have to write Chinese Composition. Account we were doing our works intently. All of us seem to like Poa a lot. I'm pleased with it. Ss, the lesson was just as boring as usual. recess, almost all of my friends don't want to eat. End up I am the only one is eating. Math lesson follow by. Mr Yap didn't come. So we were having our hard times in that Indian teacher class. We were given tons of works to do. Bi0 lesson, the teacher didn't come again. If this continue, I think I will slowly lost interest in my Bio lesson too.
After school, together with Mu Shuang, we went to the library and finally I can return those book. I'm glad. Mu shuang ask me to stay on with her and accompany her to macdonald and follow by doing some of my homework there.
Out of sudden, a gaggle teenagers pop up making so much noise. I could see that this guy almost want to wallop them up. I was laughing at the other side, Luckily he didn't or else you would see me writing any post here.
Even if he wants to wallop me up, DO you think he is capable of doing s0.. hahas.. the time went so fast and it is 4 plus. It's time to go home and I bid goodbye to them.

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

Easter day

Dear reader,
easter day was today. I felt so free and don't really fret and worry about how much homework I have not done. Leaving physic and math half way through is not my expertise. I eventually spend my whole day watching tv. My mind was still whirling with image of Lee's words- blog words. How can I stop myself from thinking. I want to know where the church is. I can tell you that I don't like christanity and catholic.
ALl my friends have went to bed. Tomorrow have to go to school. Listening to my blog song, I become more ansty. I didn't revise any of the subject except for doing a bit of the english.
I suddenly felt wordless. I do not know what to say and don't dare to see what will happen tomorrow.
When I was doing my comprehension, I find this passage damn funny. Irony , that's i could say.
This story was about 2 neighbour, I name them as neighbour A and B. Neighbour A was at home resting when he suddenly heard a loud music playing at the neighbour B house. This problem have beem continue for weeks and A decide to confront to B.
A confront to the B mother and told them that your child sound like world war 3. She seemed to take it as a compliment. ANd mother B say, i will tell him, he will be very pleased. A felt that mother B was a bit cranky. He went back to his home and beseech his friend. The friends told him: You have to live with neighbours. Why not do something nice for them? I got all this sophisticated recording equipment. Most of them is my sort of music. Mostly the big hands of the forties. You know what I mean. World war two stuff. nice and mellow.
Then A at saturday night went to B house and secretly record their playing. And he await till about 3 0'clock , whereby it is in the morning and everyone was asleep except me awake. BUt the thought come to him, It won't last long . He got his finger on the switch and world War THree is about to break.
Can you get the irony statement it was trying to say?
hahas...
ok.. so late already... got to go..
Night
10:14Pm

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

FUll dress rehersal

Dear reader,
I have the sudden urge of finding about Lee's. I feel like I am a spammer, a tracker and a hacker. Doing such atrocious matter. I have find out a lof of his personal article. Where he was born and know about his family background. I am utterly disappointed that there is only 3 post. Awesome that what i could say he is. His english was so perfect like hell. Far better than mine. I even went to his church website and scan through the photo and saw indeed Ms yvonne NG. Ms Yvonne Ng was Lee's bible teacher that what she have accost to us. And he was a christan.
I set off to school at 8am and reach 7 eleven at 8.35am. I thought I was late. Tiffany was much latter. I eventually ended up finding myself eating pizza while waiting for her.
When we reach school, we bought a packet of milo each and drank it on the way to class room. As you can see, I always don't write what is my cca in my blog. We changed into our cca full dress clothing and went to pratice.
What really horrifying was the hair cut Xiu lin have. She look like RUN JIN Hair. ok... And finally anna began her story again. I really want to see what type of guy actually attracts anna. Ok.. I was imagining if anna were to try and seduce the guy what will the guy react. Will he fleet for his life or enjoy the flirt anna is giving him.
Finally after my cca, went home with Tiffany and together we went to the one dollar o5 shop. ALAS... I feel like I am going to be christan soon if continue read his stuff.
That all for today.. NIght every one...
10:30PM

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Friday, April 06, 2007

GOOD FRIDAY

Dear reader,
TOday was a holiday. I went out with my dear friend- mushuang. We are suppose to meet at 11am but she was late and asked to meet at 11.30. But she she came at 11.45am. That was terrible. We set off to delifrance. I choose to eat pizza, which latter on I regret. Why would I say that. Simply I could not finish the food and end up Mushuang help me to eat. We were self-studying. I read my english essay book whereas Mushuang do her comprehension.
Oh yes, half way, I saw My friend JUN RONG. Yes, I thought he was so pathetic as to went out on his own. And that mushuang say he was quite handsome. Feel like puking.. hahas.. he handsome. then what is consider not handsome.. hahas.. And mushuang is he the guy who....
oh please, he! is just my friends ok.. hahas... not the photocopy guy.. nah.. hahas... JUn rong is just a guy who came from the same primary school as me from P1 to P6 and the first I talk to him is last year. Diao. OK...

What really mystifies me was how come natasha and another guy went out with jun rong. Was jun rong a light bulb( DIAN DENG PAO). sia..
Ong Mushuang wants to try me out with oral. I done terrible! It damn ridiculous.
AFter that we had dessert. The chocolate is damn gruesome.
That Ms ong ask me to go guardian and then THis fashion and that what I called she trick me. ok.. NVm.. LOL....
NIght... hahass..
6:22pm


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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Finish my 5 Item

Dear reader,
During the pe lesson, ms teo didn't come. I thought I will not be able to do my 5 item. But luckily, another teacher by the same sir name take over. She's a bit ... Ok.. here is my 5 item result.
My standing Broad jump get very low. The first time getting such a low mark. 152 I suppose. Sit and reach I get 38, Inclined Pull up 18, sit up 33 and shuttle run get 11.9.... It isn't a good result.
Math lesson, I totally didn't pay attention in class. My mind drift away during the lesson. Yesterday, I receive a msg . The person say Hi, AM I know who is this? I am ZG, I receive ur msg on friendster. The first thing that came to my mind was ZG, who's that? and suddenly , I know who is this already. IT was him.. I don't know what to say and what I should do.
ok.. AFter school, I stay back for meeting. I thought something imment is going to occur. But it didn't hahass...
CCA, have to sway and feign a smile. SMILES is really very far from each other...
hahass...
OK . night...
9:55pm

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Help Me!!!

Dear reader,
My exam is coming soon. Especially Oral. Who can save me. I hardly speak in english and how am I suppose to pass my Oral.
It was a bad days for me. I feel it is useless for me to learn so much vocab whereby I don't even have the chance to pass my english. I really wonder why are we working so hard and strive for excellent in our result. For future? For ourself. Gals grow up and get marry. And the result was that they may ended up depended on gal. This capable of guys is getting lesser.
It was a eventful day. Nothing happen really much. Tmr have to stay back till 2.30 for meeting. Was our class that worst or even beyond reach. During english lesson, the wendy wong suddenly say about morbid. And I start to ponder, was I a morbid person? I like to see dead stuff.
English exam the first to come by. Follow by ss, hy, Bio, math fall on the same week. I think I am really going to be finished. Please visit my funeral if possible. Ok .. Just kidding. Follow by the following weeks is my chinese, F&N , poa and Physic. This was quite relaxed.
We are suppose to go for CIP and we are late and these people ambled from school to TP central sia. They should know that it is late already what. Getting abit fustrated inpatient.
Anna say she was going to online. But I waited for 1 hour plus she didn;t even bother to online. She must have been disappear into think air.
Oh yeah. Got to buy a new wallet sia.. The zip spoiled.
ok.. got to go .. already. Night everyday..
Hahass...
9:03PM

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

DIe lehx..

Dear reader,
It wasn't a pleasant day. Suddenly have this feeling arouse in me. I scared that the ms teo will scould me for not completing the PFT 5 item. I do not wish to get gold or so but the sudden stop of liking sport , the feeling was totally abit relaxed but at the same time quite tense me up. If i do not like sport, What can I like. My life is left with emptyness.
I sometime even wish to stop using com. But for the sake of saving my sms that's why I will online.
English as the first lesson. Follow by physic. Math lesson went to another class room. Finally to our last chapter - The Vectors. CHinese, the teacher was talking about oral stuff.
Recess, we were let off early. After recess was CME. Sit with Daphne. Follow by F&N, spending the three period in the com room. Able to online. Saw Tawan online, Thought that he skipped school. Haha.. BUt he told me that he was sick that's why he was at home.
English, I have spelling to do correction but I think I left it at home. SIa.. hahas...
Having CCa and let off quite early. Anna was telling the CCA member that he has fallen in love with a guy from ST Gabriel . Wahaha.. I burst into laughter.
On the bus, I met Jun ROng. Wa Lao , He didn;t see me. ANd so I sms him. And ask him is he in the bus or at home. Isn't it obvious enough. He told me that he is in the Bus. THen I told him that I saw him. SIa. Wahaha.. He was too concentrate on taking care of his KFC stuff and didn't pay attention to the people around him. Wahahah. Damn IDIOt. hahas...
Reach home. Didn't get to watch the DOng YOu JI show. Haizz..
OK.. la got to go liao ... BYe...
10:01PM

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Monday, April 02, 2007

MIng Hui Birthday ...

Dear reader,
It was Ming hui Birthday! IN actual fact, I didn't actually bought any present for her. My dear friends tiffany, she was sick. Out of so many day she fall sick on today. That was quite of a sadden things to say.
I suddenly changed. Changed into a person that i can hardly believe. I actually bought some english essay o-level books and read on it.
THis wasn't a good news to be tell you all. And suddenly my interest of paying attention in class arouse. That was a good start.
I actually ran away from PFT was just because tiffany was sick. It was a introcious act to behave. I always thought that i love sport and all those. But now I realise that I wasn't at all. I prefer to run only.
I was quite weird recently. I atually smirk at thoses lame jokes were saying. I was able to reach home to watch 'Dong You Ji'. My stomach pain again and i Dawdle to the popular with my friends and home.

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